Monday, July 26, 2004

   Good morning good peeps.
So, whats everybody been up to?i am sorry i didnt post yesterday, i didnt have time with my tiny nephew running about,lol.Well, i hope everyone slept well, i know i didnt,lol.Well, heres a sonf for you today. Its another one from my good buddies Metallica, in honor of their movie. This is Sopme Kind of Monster.

These are the eyes that can't see me
These are the hands that drop your trust
These are the boots that kick you around
This is the tongue that speaks on ths inside
These are the ears that ring with hate
This is the face that'll never change
This is the fist that grinds you down
This is the voice of silence no more

These are the legs in circles run
This is the beating you'll never know
These are the lips that taste no freedom
This is the feel that's not so safe
This is the face that you'll never change
This is the god that ain't so pure
This is the god that is not pure
This is the voice of silence no more

We the people
Are we the people?

Some kind of monster
This monster lives

This is the face that stones you cold
This is the moment that needs to breathe
These are the claws that scratch these wounds
This is the pain that never leaves
This is the tongue that whips you down
This is the burden of every man
These are the screams that pierce your skin
This is the voice of silence no more

This is the test of flesh and soul
This is the trap that smells so good
This is the flood that drains these eyes
These are the looks that chill to the bone
These are the fears that swing over head
These are the weights that hold you down
This is the end that will never end
This is the voice of silence no more

We the people
Are we the people?

Some kind of monster
This monster lives

This is the cloud that swallows trust
This is the black that uncolors us
This is the face that you hide from
This is the mask that comes undone

Ominous
I'm in us

Man, those guys f***ing rock! I hope their movie is doing well, i cant wait to see it. Well, tell me how everything is going peoples,ok. L8er!
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Saturday, July 24, 2004

   Restless once again.......
I have tried to sleep, but i am too wound up from work. I also have alot going through my head,lol, as always. But i got to see a drunk man drive an old lawnmower over a big pile of rocks and stuff to get to a street,lol. It happened at the house beside the restaurant. The band thing was, it was the co owner of the restaurant who was the drunken lawnmower driving maniac,lol. Well, itslike 2 in the morning, so i am going to try and sleep again. Heres a good new song for ya'll. Its from Breaking Benjamin and it is called "So Cold".

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it end's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time

[Chorus x2]

It's alright [x9]

And, btw, if anyone has a song they would like to dedicate to anyone, feel free to e-mail me and request one or dedicate one. Make sure the subject reads "song Dedication" or something relavent to myotaku, otherwise, i might delete it,lol. L8er!
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Friday, July 23, 2004

   I ususally psot late at night,lol
This is my only time today i will be on the net. I got to go to work tonight, my first night back in 2 weeks, so i am going to be wiped. I also need time today to just relax and reflect on all the stuff that has happened in my life.Wish me luck tonight at work!

And Rayea...,
I never ment to hurt you, ok. I wish you the best today, take care of yourself,ok........
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Thursday, July 22, 2004

MORE QUIZZES!
Hey everybody, i posted a couple more quizes down at the bottom of the page. L8ER!
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CAW CAW!!!!!! I'm a birdie too,lol.
Man, what a long day,lol. I got to teach ,my kids tonight though. I dont know why, but it doesnt really matter what mood i am in, those kids always seem to bring me up. I love those kids,lol. I am glad i am a martial arts instructor. It brings so many things out of me that i did not know i could do. One of those things being putting up with a hoard of kids,lol. Well, its one of the few things i've got left in this world. I wouldnt trafe it for the world. I dont have a song today, cause i dont feel like putting one up, so get over it folks,lol j/k. And i want everyone to tell me what they think of this,
"Branch's School of Shotokan Karate". I plan to open my own school someday. I was going to use that as the name,lol. Well, take care everybody. L8er!
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

   I WILL EAT YOUR HEART!!!!!! LOL!!!!!
OK, since i probably wont have time tomorrow to do this, i am ging to post now. It is......about 12:30 in the morning. GET UP YOU LAZY BUMS!, lol j/k. I hope everyone slept well. ok, i am going to post a song now.....the song shall reflect my mood for the day....i think? Any way, this is yellowcard w/ Ocean Avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I use to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleepin' all day stayin' up all night
Stayin' up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
Where we'd walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleepin' all day stayin' up all night
Stayin' up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's every where I go its everything I see
And when I sleep I dream and it gets me by
And I can make believe that your here tonight
That your here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was good-bye
You were beggin' me not tonight not here not now
We're lookin' up at the same night sky
Keep pretending the sun will not rise
I'll be with you for one more night
Somewhere somehow

If I could find you know things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

OK, and now i want to ask you all something....do you approve of the new avatar? Thanx, L8er.


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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

....
Since i am depressed and stuff, i will give you all a depressing yet beautiful song.
Metallica Fade To Black.

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye


L8er.
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AHHH im late!
OK, i am going to make this quivk cause i am running late. I hope everyone is ok, comment on what you want. No song nothing, maybe after a while i will put up a song ok. BYE!!
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Sunday, July 18, 2004

More complaining,lol.
Well hello everyone. Early morning posts once again for me. One am and loving it si far. I've got nothing better to do right now than to lay around and stare at the floor or ceiling and imagine what is going to happen in my future. I am in the dark about my future. I have no idea where i am going to go. I have so many different classes preparing me to "get out into the real world". But they arent helping me pick something that is going to support me or the future family that i want to have... *sigh* just empty thoughts i guess. I dont know where i am going with my life, but i hope it is somewhere good....... Somewhere i belong.........

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

I'd like to thank Linkin Park for putting it all into perspective there. I hope all of you sleep well...........
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Saturday, July 17, 2004

This is going to be a kind of emotional post, so get over it and brace yourselves,lol.
Good morning peeps of MyO. It is one o'clock in the morning, and i cannot sleep again. Sleep evades me again, but this time i know why. I have had someone on my mind since this morning. I have been worried about her and i cannot get her off of my mind. One reason is because i am not going to be able to see her before she moves to ashville (i might have just given away who it is). Another is because i love her greatly, and the stress she has been enduring lately has been hard on her. I am going to miss her so much. Todays post is dedicated to her. As is today's song. She will know this song, as i do.

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)


And to everyone else today. If any one wants to dedicate a song to anyone, just e-mail me or IM me and i will do your requests in the order they come. Rock on and take care.
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