myOtaku.com: Demetre

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-08-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• South Carolina
Member Since
• 2004-06-23
Occupation
• Martial Arts Instructor
Real Name
• Not telling you

Personal

Achievements
• 10 years of martial arts experience, a 3rd degree black belt, and lots of tiny children to teach to kick ass!!!!!!
Anime Fan Since
• i was about.......i dont know.....5 years old
Favorite Anime
• I really like Inuyasha, Kenshin,and cowboy bebop.
Goals
• To become a poular guitar player/ sword designer/martial artist.
Hobbies
• Collecting sword, playing guitar or bass guitar, and wielding any kind of martial arts weapon useable!!!!
Talents
• Martial arts, playing guitar/bass guitar, drawing and designing weaponry, etc.

myOtaku.com: Demetre

Sunday, July 18, 2004

More complaining,lol.
Well hello everyone. Early morning posts once again for me. One am and loving it si far. I've got nothing better to do right now than to lay around and stare at the floor or ceiling and imagine what is going to happen in my future. I am in the dark about my future. I have no idea where i am going to go. I have so many different classes preparing me to "get out into the real world". But they arent helping me pick something that is going to support me or the future family that i want to have... *sigh* just empty thoughts i guess. I dont know where i am going with my life, but i hope it is somewhere good....... Somewhere i belong.........

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

I'd like to thank Linkin Park for putting it all into perspective there. I hope all of you sleep well...........
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