Tuesday, June 19, 2007

   Some life question, I wanna ask!

Hello to all! AH... Another night, another day closer to certain demise! Don't worry! I'm sure the world wont end THAT soon. Unless it does... Then we're all screwed. *Shrugs*

What's been racing through my mind today? Simple! A few life questions that just bother the hell out of people! Like, What came first? The chicken or the egg? DAMN! I hate those sometimes. Well, we all have our own oppinions, right? I kinda wanna hear yours! Here's the question most on my mind today:
1) What came first? The chicken or the egg!? (That's my annoying one)
2) Are people born good and get bad or are they born bad and tought to be good?
3) Can a person's greatest fear REALLY be overcome?
And the biggest out of all of them:
4) What is True Love?

I have my own answers, here:
1) I think the egg came first because the chicken can't have the egg if the egg didn't already have the chicken (Confused much!?)
2) I think people are born bad and are tought to be good because... I dunno. I'm confused with that one really!
3) No... There is ALWAYS going to be that small amount of terror in their hearts no matter what they do to get rid of it. You can just forget something like fear!
4) Simply love is when you feel you can give EVERYTHING to be with someone and you can feel as if you gained something much more then what you gave. You feel as if you lost NOTHING, but gained the whole world if you can just be with that person. You can give everything (including your life) for this person without a second thought! And no matter what, you can always be happy if they're happy. Even if you have a "Spat" you can be happy with them because you are with them. *Sigh* SHIT! I'm ranting... OKAY! I'll end it with: I LOVE YOU BR!

*Sweat drop* And that's all! Hope you dont' mind answering my questions. Bye!
*Kisses BR*

~Demon~
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Monday, June 18, 2007

   Evil monkeys of freaking doom!

Hello! *Waves* I can see most of you enjoyed my playlist... THANX! ^^ The music I have on there are some of my favorites. They really rock, ya know?

Well As requested by my love, I am gathering up characters! She came up with this really great idea for a comic (Under wraps so I can't give it away. ^_~) She asked me about my friends on the Otaku, and I had to agree. SOOOO.... Does anyone wanna be apart of this comic? I'll ask BR if I can give away more info to those who wanna join (So really if you wanna know more, just PM me). It's a really great idea! She's awesome with these kinda things! ^///^ That's one of the reasons why I love her so. *Laughs* Yep... We really need characters, so please volunteer(sp?).

... I'M DONE! With this post AND my spanish final! ^^ (Yes I'm hyper). Hasta luego!
*Kisses BR*

~Demon~
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Friday, June 15, 2007

My Playlist

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

   WEEEE!!!

HIYA! Hey... I'm not depressed like I am every other day! I must be getting better. ^_^ *Shrugs* Not a lot to say... Just thought I would update. Umm..

Let me see... I'm posting up some new pics (Should be on tomarrow) and... Hmm... OH! I need to publically thank Zoro Fanatic for letting me be Luffy in the One Piece Character fan club! YOU PEOPLE SHOULD JOIN IT! XD She is awesome with this stuff. ^^ The link to her site is above *Points to top of the page* With my other friends buttons!
What else was up today... Not much. I visited my bro. He was talking about how his son and his son's mother were in the news paper. He can't see his son because of his pompous ex-girlfriend (WHO NEEDS TO LET US SEE HIM!). She a moron and diserves to be put into a crazy house, if you get my drift.

Well... That's all I had to say. Nothing interesting, really. *sigh* It looks like this is just going to be another DULL summer!

~Demon~
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

   HIYA!

HELLO PEOPLE! Ah... I love this picture! Alucard is way awesome. ^^ Oh... yeah! sorry. What is this post about! ^_^ Well... I thought I would just name off the Naruto charcters we have (Like who we named Naruto, Itachi, Sasuke, ect.)

Naruto Nerd: Naruto
Remus: Itachi
Anime Kitty: Hinata
BR: Zabuza (or Ino! She hates being called Ino^_^)
Pervert (AKA Aaron): Jiraya(sp?) (AKA: Pervy Sage!)
Me: I'm Kakashi
C.H.: He considers himself Shikamaru and Choji! (Shikacho)

I guess we need a lot more... Like we need a Sasuke and a... *grr* Sakura... And a Shino. OH! We can't forget Garaa and Iruka! ^_^ They rock. Well... If there are any takers, speak up! We need some more people! ^_^ Well... BYE!

~Demon~
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

   Ah... Memories...

Hello! I'm feeling otay today! No need to worry about me going and standing in the middle of the road... Yet... (JUST KIDDING!) *Sigh* Yeah... Today I was basking in my memories. Old and New. Stange and Normal. Good and Bad. All of them. I kinda wanna just go on about it... SO>>>

Yep... I'm going on about it! I mostly remember how I met my friends, Like my friend Remus. We were in the 4th grade and we ended up being in the same class. She was new and so I decided to be friends with her! We laughed a lot. I did really stupid stuff and by the end of the day we were friends. ^^ We were so pure and holy back then... Not a thought about death, gore, or hell in our minds. Now all we can think about is Death, Gore, and Hell! It's fun. But yeah! Remus was my very first REAL friend.
Then there came Kagome and Sango (twinKS is their otaku name). I was really depressed at this time too (6th grade). Then I discovered more of the anime and them and I was fine! At first Sango HATEED me cuz I was friends with Kagome. She thought I was taking Kagome away from her... Yeah... Then we became friends over Inuyasha! ^^ We've been best buds since.
Then came along the one, the only, BR! My GF! Originally we were just friends, but that changed... I'll get to that later... So yeah. My first memory of BR is seeing her in the Lunchroom 10th period. Oh and this is when I was in 7th grade. Yeah... we were talking about video games and whatnot and then I found out that she knew my annoying bro, Grit! Oh how Grit annoyes me... Yeah. Anyway, it took awhile before we started hanging out during school. When started dating at the beginning of my freashman year. I don't know if she'll be to happy about me saying that, but I'm on a role! Yep... And I remember her calling me up on the phone and she was all nervous (like I wasn't) and she said that it was very ocward(sp?)... It was, too! I remember my face turned all red when she asked me out! Now that I think of it, it was extreamly funny. I kinda had a crush on her LONG (longer then summer) before she asked me out. Heh... Yeah...
AND THEN THERE WAS KIBBLES! Not much to this story, really. Remus introduce us. She doesn't think she did, but she did. I mean I never really talked to her before I bacame friends with Remus again (We drifted apart and became friends again in the 8th grade).

Well... Sorry for the long post, but I was on a role... I guess it's a tad late, but you really didn't have to read it. I was just remembering stuff X3 . I tend to do that often, don't I? *Shrugs* BYE!

~Demon~
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Friday, June 8, 2007

   HA HA HA!

*Laughs* Hi people! I guess maybe being a depressed sack of nothing isn't exactly safe. Well... I kinda forgot about stuff and I just wrote what I did. I'm sorry. I'm not going to kill myself. And don't worry! If I don't get better in about a month, I'll go back to my docter and get some medicine! Really. I would really miss all you people out there who actually acknowlage my exsistance! *Laughs* I'm a lot better today, Though I think I pissed of my Global teacher somewhat. I had no idea she knew what imdb was! She always acts like she knows very little baout the computer! She gave me this look and smilled as if to say, "oh... I was just 'Joking'". I felt really bad and I ended up leaving in a rush. I always do that whenever I start to feel extra terrible. It happens every once in a long while. *Laughs* It's actually I kinda funny! I don't know why I would be laughing about that... People tend to "worry" about me. I guess they might worry if I'm a total retard or something.... *Shrugs*


Well, I need to go. I'll talk (Well write) a little later!


~Demon~
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Thursday, June 7, 2007

   I'm gonna cry!

Hello... *Sigh* My friend, Remus, is really mad at me. I was just kidding around, but I still think she really hates me. Well, she doesn't HATE me, but she pretty damn mad at me. I left so I wouldn't say anything else to piss her off and I think that might have made things worse(sp?). I say really stupid things and sometimes I don't see it. It happens every once in a while. It had something to do with the wolf she drew. It was really great! A lot better then my crap ass drawings are (All of them, really). I teased her a bit because she was tracing one earlier to "Get the feel of it" because she hasn't drawn a wolf in like forever. I understood her, but even she thought it was funny. I mean she thinks it's funny when I do stupid things, which is all to offten. I even think it's funny when I do stupid things. She's really pissed off... I try not to do these things, but sometimes I don't relize what I do. It's times like these I think it would be best if I died. That way people could live in peace and not have to deal with my utter stupidity. I know all my friends would be very happy if I died because all I do is screw things up. *Sigh* If I do decide to die, I'll leave a will and put my account info on here for you people. Like my photobucket account! ^^ I'll give my username and password that way you people could have at it. I'll even give my Otaku account up. Technically it's the same for all my accounts. Same username and same password. Remus knows like all of them.

Well yeah... I really hope Remus forgives me. I have a feeling she wont completely forgive me. She never really does, but I don't blame her. I'm a terrible friend who diserves to burn in hell forever. That's just the least of it *Laughs* Well Ignore my stupididty. I guess I just really needed to get it off my chest. Again, Ignor my stupidity. Bye.

~Demon~
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

   Just shoot me now!

Please... Just kill me now! I'm gonna have to go to summer school. Hopefully I'll pass my finals with flying colors. I can only hope... OH! Sorry! Hello! *Bows*

Summer is almost here! I'm going to be as busy as hell. I gotta Babysit for some money for school AND try to find another job. Hopefully I'll find one. Need the money. Most people wont hire a 15 year old. Don't ask me why, they just wont! I really hate that. *Shrugs* I guess I don't have to wait much lonoger. I mean once November comes I'll turn 16 and people will hire me! ^-^ I hope to work somewhere close. GOD! If anyone have any advice on gettting a good job at my age? Please *Puppy eyes*

Well... I really don't have much to say about anything right now... Things are not that interesting. And I don't think Hinata wants me to post about what's happening to her, so I'll respect her. Okay then... Bye! ^____^

~Demon~
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Monday, June 4, 2007

   Questions! FINALS, PEOPLE, Plus docters...

Again... asking about the title will get you no answer! ^^ Hello to all once more. I got some news here... some news there... *Sigh* And a whole lot of "What?"

-First off... I'm going to post my newest creation on here! Once I get it back, of course. I'm using the picture for my final Art project... Yep. I think I just might pass art!
-Second piece of news... I'm failing so I might get grounded again and I might not be on for a while... I hope to pass my finals with flying colors! Really *Sweat drop*...
-Last... GOD DAMNIT!I'M NOT GOIN ON MEDICATION! *Sigh* Today my docter tryed to convince me to take meds for my depression. She says it works. Anything says it controls my F***ing thoughts so I can be a "Happy little girl". Screw that. I'd rather have counseling.. again... *Laughs*

I suppose since summer's right around the corner I really have to apply myself. *Shrugs* I wanna pass so I can spend some time with my cousins and my friends and my GF... But things are hard. It's always nice to know I can come onto here and just say... Stuff... Really helps! SORRY AGANI FOR BEING A PEST! Again... *Sniff Sniff*

~Demon~
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