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Monday, October 22, 2007


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Guck... Hello peoples... *Sigh* I'm feeling a tad sad, but not emensly, ya know? Enough to just wanna get the hell outta here, but not enough to go out and sit in traffic. *Sigh* I just want to leave this Hell! I wanna get out and never come back to this place of hate and utter depression... It hurts... And it hurts me to live. Here... I'm sure if I go and live with my dad for maybe a month, then I'll get better. No need for meds! Yay... Right? *Shrugs*

So I can honestly say I've dated a gay guy. My ex (Who is still my friend) came out and admitted he's gay. I'm just so shocked! I mean... I feel like he's been to hurt and he just is trying to 'trick' himself into believeing he's gay. I really am wondering... Should I tell him I have a GF? Cus he don't exactly know! Heh... I kinda feel bad about it. I mean... I kinda dated him out of pitty, I guess. ANd when I dated him, I was dating BR at the time! I just couldn't say no because he would start figuring out and accusing. But I also sorrda liked him. At that time I guess I wanted to know who I REALLY liked. I found out that I just couldn't be happy with him... why? I loved BR not him! SO I felt terrible and I was going to break up with him, but he broke up with me over the phone. DAMN! I hate it when people break up with other people over the PHONE! It's cowardly!!!! And hurtful. *Sigh* I guess what one does reflects his own intentions of happyness... I hope that was the case at least. WTH! I forgot to do my homework... AGAIN!!!! DARKRYAN! Oh that's Remus, Kibbles and I's newest swareword... *Shrugs* It's a good sub, but it's someones name so I can't help but feel a tad bad. *Sweat drop*

Well I must be going off to bed... Or to do my Homework. Good day to you all! ^_^ Nighty Night!

~Demon~

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