Saturday, October 8, 2005

::sighs::
Well todays another boring Saterday, everyone else is busy cause they have a life and im a computer whore. I just feel so unloved ::sniffles:: i wish i could go to Bens house, but of corse he lives way too far. Why the hell did i have to be born 2 hours and 57 minutes away from him -_- damn parents. Neways i was planing on makine up a new fan fic but i dont have my note book with me and i sortta wanna type up my other one thats like unfinished...heres a little bit of it...

“It’s so beautiful out today Yuki thank you for bringing me to the stream.” “No problem Toharu I love taking you places, well without Kyo that is” as I said so myself looking into the sky hoping Toharu didn’t hear me. “Yuki”, Toharu screamed while flowing down a stream with something clanging tightly around her neck. “Toharu I’m coming” I raced to get to her before she reached the waterfall “waterfall?” I looked in fear of Toharu dying falling off a rapid waterfall and the rage Kyo and everyone would be in. I finally caught up with her “Yuki” she screamed, “Toharu hold on” I yelled I reached out to her but our fingers nicked and I watched in horror as she yelled my name falling to a bottomless pit of water. I stood there just looking as that moment came rushing in my mind like a bomb exploding right in my head. I couldn’t bare it any longer I rushed back home with tears dripping from my eyes like rain falling and hitting the roof like hail...

and yea well i shall talk to you all laters bye byes love you all.
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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

Im...not too happy...
Well im not too happy right about now because the wind is blowing and all. You all dont know what happens whenever that happens...well some of you anyways. To put it simply the wind drives me insane and i cant sontrol my movement sometimes. Well I'll get to the point of this post...i went out of control tonight and my heart just lept on pounding really fast, and it was like it was right next to my ear. I fell to the ground and i tried to calm down but i couldnt i started to cry...i thought about the one person i love more then anything and it still didnt help. I stood up and couldnt control my body and i herd these voices and they said "you must die, you are worthless theres no reason for you to be here alive." So i went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife and slit my wrist and passed out...i thought i was going to die but i woke up in the hospital. I was a little scared and didnt know what to do, my mom said i had slept for a day and im like OMG! And so now at school everyone looks at my wrist and stares at me..i have gotten introuble by so many teachers...and counclers -_- so yea my post is probibly freaking some of you out but thats what happend and yea...bye
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Monday, September 26, 2005

O.O odd!
OMG IM IN SCHOOL TYPING THIS....THIS IS A FIRST LOLZ ^-^
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WHOOt!
I finally got to go see my brother Tyler YAYNESS FOR THAT! Neways i had loads a fun when i was with him ^-^, his GF wouldnt really let anyone else around him though ::sniffles::. ::sighs:: but i had fun because i missed him alot. The graduation thingy was pretty cool though, they did all these different drills and stuff. I also got to talk to Dylan FINALLY! Wow i missed him alot more then i ever thought i would *ex-BF*. I also got to talk to Mal, Zak, Ben, and ALEX! ^-^. Well thats about all i wanted to say hehe so i shall talk to you all laters buh byes!

P.S. I love you all ::hugs and kisses all i know from myotaku::
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

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As i see the blood within
trickle down your skin
i scream in pain with bloody vain
and call it my own sin

i sing at night with all that fright
that some day you will see
the cuts and scars you gave to me
with that god damn key
the key that opens the gates to hell
the key that knows my name so well
the key that kills without regret
the key that only makes you fret

Well Mallory told me to not finish this because she says, somethings are better left unfinished. I dont think this poem is about anyone, but it reminds me of the scar im going to have now...after i cut myself again. Anyways I'm going to go now so I shall talk to you all later.
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Monday, September 5, 2005

Seth is fun!
AAAAAAAUUUUUUUGGGGHHH

this is so gay

750 words



heres some to you ms. meyer



your a lesbo

an ugly lesbo

that smells

and sucks

and is stupid

and i hate you

and you should like disappear and be discovered tied up in a closet in the back of an italian restaurant by the mafia right. and then youd be all "oh help me someone please save me" but no one would care. half way because you assign stupid butt homework assignments that are as gay as your face is with that ugly fricking wart right there that stares at me once i glance upon your hideous crap of a head. i kick, no spit, no crap on you and your stupidity and willingness to destroy my life with an essay that serves no educational value or significance to my future. like say i become a engineer.... ok lets see. oh i know. today class lets write the gayest essay on the world. what about you ask? well thats simple! ill give you three gay butt quotes that make no freaking sense whatsoever and you have to respond to them. not only am i being blantatly general and vague, but i also throw in that you have to have it double spaced in 12 point times new roman font on a freaking peice of freaking paper made from a freaking tree. oh and just to make it peeeerfectly clear im the most anal and gayest fag teacher youll ever have, lets make it 750 words on top of that! furthermore i restate once again that you are a gay teacher and you suck and a lesbo and i hate your freaking stupidity and you suck and i hate your stupity



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and thats only 508 words







omgsh i hate you ms meyer!!!







deeeaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!









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this is gonna take a while...











~Sethah

Seth must really not like his teacher LMAO....
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

I dont really know ^-^!
Well i have this poem i havent finished yet so if any of you have any ideas please help -_-...

As I see the blood within
trickle down your skin
I scream in pain
with bloody vain
and call it my own sin

I sing at night with all that fright
that some day you will see
the cuts and scars you gave to me
with that goddamn key
the key that opens the gates to hell
the key that knows my name so well...

I donno what to right now lolz so neways please help me if you can ::sniffles::
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Frist day of the hell hole!
lol well by the title i think a few of you know what im talking about ^-^, for the ones who dont it means the first day of school. It wasnt really all that bad i got to hang with alot of friends that i missed over the summer ^-^ so i guess it was cool....other then in math we had to take a stupid pretest and i didnt like it some of it was hard, for my little brain that i Supposedly have hehe. Neways i had a few guys check me out lolz but that was fun ^-^...I got to hand out with my friend Mady today and Taylor oh hehe and alot of others but they were the most...I'm hanging out with my friend Eliss right now hehe shes pretty cool ^-^ coolness of all coolness. I'm hot -_- not like that sexy hot but like the temp hot lolz cause im not sexy hot at all >-< lolz neways im going to go now i thought i would tell you how my day went hehe buh byes ^-^ ~.^ love you all..

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Alex!!!
Hehe hey everyone my friend Alex wanted me to post about him hehe hes was too cooky. Well Alex is like really nice and hes there if i ever need to talk to him about something. ^-^ hes really funny as well lolz like today he was "trying" to break dance and he fell lolz, i got a little worried cause i didnt want him to get hurt but yea. If you ask me hes really really hot hehe. I like him alot cause he's just so kind,sweet,funny,and loving hehe so much fun to talk to ^-^. I hope he gets his other phone fixed so that i can start to call him cause i like his voice alot ~.^ very cute.Neways i think i must go now so i shall talk to you all later buh byes ~.^
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Yay i figured it out!!
well ok I told you all about that one vision i had, where i feel and someone helped me up but i didnt know who it was...Well today I had the vision again and i foud out who it was. After I fell the person reached down to help me but i couldnt see their face because, they sun was way bright and the shadows from their head was covering their face. I took their hand as they helped me up and i wondered who it was as i came closer to them. When they gently pulled me off the ground they hugged me tight and said,"I'm sorry I wasnt here right when you fell, but I promise I wont leave your side again." I knew the voice so i pushed the person away a little bit so I could see their face and it was Ben...I dont know why it was him but it was I'm sortta glad it was him outta all the peiople I know it could have been. Anyways right after I saw his face he gently kissed me and the vision ended so I dont know if its going to continue or not, but if it dose I'll be sure to tell you all about it. Neways i ahve to go now ^-^ I'll talk to you all later bye bye ~.^
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