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myOtaku.com: Demon In Darkness
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Friday, August 12, 2005
I dont know why
For some odd reason right now i wanna sing to someone -_-, but no one would wanna hear my bad voice they would fall over and die lolz. Anyways there something bothering me right now, its like all my feelings of love and happiness are leaving my body. I really dont get it ::sighs:: it feels like im going to die cause i have no feelings towards anything. This is sort of like im just something on earth just to be killed for fun or something, like someone could kill me and no one would care. I would like to make this go away but it wont, like on my last post those vosions still taunt me every night. Sometimes i just wish someone would kill me and just get it over with, but i know there are some people who care... i hope anyways. If anyone has ever felt this way before i would like to talk to you about it, so PM me or if you have AOL please help.
On top of all that i had another vision today i didnt really understand it. I was walking to no where with no one around, then i fell but i didnt trip on any thing i just fell. I looked up knowning no one would be there but there was...someone reached down to help me up when i fell. I couldnt make out what they looked like or who they were, but its like i have known them forever. I mean their soft and gentle touch felt so real and familer but i dont know. I think its trying to tell me to open up to people a little more, and stop hiding all my feelings and some times ask for help when i need it but i donno. Well thats about it i hope i do figure out what that damn vision means, and i hope those other stop taunting me but thats probibly not going to happen any time soon. Well i have to go to sleep now me mum thinks i havnt slept in a week even though i have ::sighs:: well ill talk to you all later bye bye love you.
P.S. I got a sun burn and its peeling on my arms, i look like a snake >< oh well.
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