Tuesday, October 17, 2006

I've Become So Numb
i have literally gone numb. i cant feel anything anymore. physically. i seriously feel cold nowadays...like...if i walk, i can barely feel my own movements. its like i dont exist anymore. i just dont feel the blood in my body anymore, i just feel like sitting here at the computer like a potatoe doing and feeling nothing and if somebody poked me with a cheese cube stick i wouldn't feel anything. this song called 'Numb' by Linkin Park describes it so well...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

MYO FAMILY UPDATE

MyO Rents:
*sniff* MyO orphan...

Younger sisters:
U3d@
DatAnimeChic
SetosGrl19
Anime Girl 1
Posion Fangs
Kaiz Dark Angel05

Older sisters:
hieifan06
Juz Cuz
Saiyla

Younger brothers:

Older brothers:

Cousins:

Second self:
IMDX

MyO sweetheart:
Kai0101 (^^)

BTW
kai0101 and i made an amv together with the song Numb a few days ago, and i decided to post it up and show it off XD
all the sharp work in the beginning is his work and all the soft fades work later on is my stuff. enjoy^^


i know. iv been busy lately. well, catch yaz all
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