myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Monday, July 12, 2004

i feel better now...no wait, i don't. damn
well, this morning when i woke up i felt like i'd had a huge weight lifted from my chest. after the discussion i had with rebecca last night, i feel much better. i'm not nearly as scared about losing her or anything like that.

when i got off work, i came on hoping to catch her, but she wasn't here, so i wandered around a bit. anyway, what i found upset me a bit. the other guy that's been causing these problems has created an account elsewhere and i was reading his posts. there's a lot of references to other posts he's made or conversations he's had about me and rebecca. i haven't been able to find any links to the other posts or anything and i wasn't there during the conversations (obviously), so i'm just making educated guesses as to what went on there. anyway, the gist from what i can tell about 'em is everyone he knows hates me and wishes i was dead. a quote from one of the comments "....quit thinking about becca and Matt the Asswipe." in all the posts, the guy left out several important details and portrays me like some evil person that came along out of nowhere and stole rebecca from him. what he doesn't seem to realise is i've known her much longer, and been romantically involved with her (at least as well as i can be from way the hell over here) for longer than he's even known she existed. if anyone's trying to steal her from anyone, it's him trying to steal her from me.

sorry if none of this makes any sense to you guys or if i make myself seem petty with this post. it's hard to explain online without seeming that way...at least without taking 3 pages. i just hadda get that off my chest so i would be able to sleep tonight.
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