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Monday, July 12, 2004

me, dean, rebecca, and heartache on all sides
ok guys. i think i need to clear some things up here. do not get mad at dean or insult him for any of what's going on. none of it is his fault. i'm going to repost here what i told dean just so you guys can see who the real bad guy is:

if i blame anyone for this whole mess, it's myself. i have nothing against dean, ben, or any of the rest of you. i was so busy with school and work and finals and so many other things that i couldn't get on the computer at the same time she was on to tell her how much i care about her. i only had one computer at the time and the rest of the family was on it during the day, so the only time i could get here was after she'd gone to bed. yes, i know that sounds like an excuse, and i guess it kind of is, but it's also the truth. if only i could've been here at the same time she was this whole thing may not have happened. that's part of the reason i created myotaku account. so i could tell her those things and show her i care about her even when we're not both online.

i was incredibly stupid and i let rebecca think i'd forgotten about her. i could never forget her. i'd like to think i've learned from that mistake and i will do my best to always tell her i love her and to show her as well. i could never forget you kitten. you are my life.
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