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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

   dream
well, i don't know how much you guys know about dream symbolism, but maybe you know enough to tell me what my dream last night means. here it is:

i'm laying on my back with my arms spread out so i'm in the shape of a cross. there's a red spot on my shirt over my heart and the blood is spreading slowly. while i'm staring at the ceiling, there's blood spreading across it too, but it's moving faster than the blood on my chest.

my best guess as to why i had that dream was because of the amount of pain my heart's been in lately. it felt like it was being torn to pieces.

what i don't understand is why i had that dream last night. i talked with rebecca last night and she seemed to be feeling a little better, so that made me feel better. unless maybe she was just pretending to feel better so i wouldn't hurt anymore and in my dream i somehow knew that. i know she's still in pain, but i'd like to believe that it's less now.
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