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Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Thursday, September 2, 2004

love is crack
i was talking to klaha today about love and why it's so painful when i came to the conclusion that love is like crack. it's a drug. during the period when it's good (you're high) you don't know any better feeling, but when you come down from your high, it's the worst, most painful thing you can imagine. like with me and rebecca. i've never been more happy in my entire life than when i'm with her, but i've also never known so much pain and heartache could exist. sometimes the pain makes me want to just give up, but i remind myself that you have to fight for love and relationships take a lot of hard work (especially long distance ones) and if i ever want to feel the joys she makes me feel, i can't give up and i have to fight for her. but it is hard sometimes, especially when she doesn't seem willing to fight for it. i know this whole situation is hard on her too, and i'm not trying to tell her to do anything or how to feel, but i don't know. it's hard. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i want this to end. i need her in my life. without her i am nothing. she is my world and my life. it's just so complicated.
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