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Friday, September 24, 2004

*points at post below*
i hope she doesn't get mad at me for telling you guys about what's going on in our personal lives, but that's how i feel and i hadda get it out. that's what this place is for after all, isn't it?

anyway, to answer Number5's questions. in my mind, i know there are other girls out there, but my heart refuses to believe that. it doesn't want anything to do with any girl but rebecca. that's what the song in that post is about. i believe deep in my heart that we were meant to be together, but now all i can do is sit here and hope and pray until she makes up her mind. i'm gonna use some lines from one of my favorite songs (affirmation by savage garden) to help me answer this.

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

i bolded the lines that mean the most to me there. i have been burned by rebecca, but through it all, i still have a burning desire to be with her. she's shown me far more happiness than anyone i've ever known and i'd like to be able to return that to her. and long ago, i did kinda say goodbye to her (that's when she met dean). it was one of the stupidest things i've ever done in my life, but now that i look back on it, it allows me to appreciate our time together so much more. anyway, this is getting too long. i'll post more some other time if i feel like it.
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