myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Monday, September 27, 2004

well, it's official
last night rebecca decided she no longer wanted to be with me...at least not right now. she did give me just enough hope that she might come back someday, but i have no idea when that someday will be. she still wants to be friends, for which i'm very grateful and she's trying to help me feel better, but i can't stop crying. earlier i was reading the manga i got her for her birthday and i found a little description in there that shows kind of what i'm feeling right now. here it is.....

I only feel like an angel who was sitting on cloud 9, playing my harp without a care in the world, when all of a sudden, my wings were ripped off, sending me plummeting down to hell and the sulfurous abyss of pure misery.

(if you recognize that, please don't say which one it is. she only knows i got her a manga, she doesn't know which one i got).

i think i'm gonna need all your guys' support with this. please don't try to tell me there's other girls out there though. i keep hearing that at work and i can't take it anymore. i don't want any other girl. i need her so much.

"I Need You"

I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

-LeAnn Rimes
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