myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Sunday, October 10, 2004

i really have nothing to say today. i'm just updating for the hell of it...as a way to avoid doing my homework..grrr, stupid electrical circuits...so time consuming...i can think of so many better things to do with my life than homework...like have fun. too bad, i can't have much fun right now. i'm too numb. for the past couplea weeks, i've been wandering around like a zombie...unable to feel anything...except pain and tiny tiny amounts of happiness when i'm with her, but even those are quickly replaced by pain and numbness.

well, i guess i do have one thing to talk about. i'm worried. a good friend of mine is upset and wants to die. i'm not going to give any details because i don't know how much she wants anyone else to know...or if any of you that may read this know her or not...odds aren't very high many, if any of you do. anyway, just pray for her, that someone will be there to support her in her time of need.

i'll leave you with one final message taken from mr jerry springer...hehe, i used to watch that show after school about a year or two ago (nothing else on and it was an entertaining bit of mindlessness). anyway, in his final message to the audience, he'd always say the same thing..."take care of yourselves...and each other."

ps. rebecca, i love you
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