Wednesday, October 13, 2004

well, school was boring again as always. i got up early today to talk to rebecca before i went. when i got to class, it was hard to stay awake in physics, but i somehow managed. then i hadda hour break, so i went to mcdonald's for lunch. apparently they're starting their monopoly game thing again. oh well, i never win anything but a small shake or something. well, then i went back to school to go to my circuits class. we talked about something called a d'Arsonval movement and really old ammeters, voltmeters, and ohmmeters...*hears foghorn...BOOOORRRRIIIINNNNNG* after circuits i went to the library for 30 minutes or so until my bro got out of his health class, then i drove him home...and here i am...still. i finally started my physics homework though (it's due friday). only have 1 or 2 problems left that we haven't covered the topic for yet, so i needa wait to do those...now for circuits (also due friday). we still haven't covered half the topics in the chapter yet...and the test is on monday...bah. oh well.

rebecca showed me this song earlier today (yesterday by this thing's clock). i'm pretty sure i've heard it on the radio before. i can hear the tune in my mind when i read it, so i must have.

"Welcome To My Life "

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

-Simple Plan

ps. rebecca, i still love you.
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