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Thursday, October 14, 2004


homework, homework, and more homework
that's basically all i've done today. i got up and went to my physics calculations class. we did a worksheet in there (still have no idea how he calculated the tension in one of the ropes...oh well...hopefully i'll figure it out before the test). then i hadda two hour break. i did my physics lab during that. basically it just involved rolling a car along a track with a motion detector and calculating the effects of friction (this class is basically high school physics all over again, but it's a required class to transfer). well, i finished the lab faster than i thought i would (hour and 15 minutes) so then i went to mcdonald's for lunch. after that i sat through my electrical circuits class and learned about delta to y transformations...it's actually kinda cool. can't really explain it though...need diagrams and things (and i doubt most of you are interested anyway). well, then i went to the mall to go shopping for christmas presents. i didn't find quite what i was looking for, but maybe i'll go back tomorrow...maybe some other stores. i got home and talked to some people for a bit, then started my homework. i finished my physics homework and all but 3 problems in circuits (needa ask aaron about those tomorrow). let's see, all totalled, i've been doing homework for the past *looks at watch* six hours or so not counting the break for dinner. i guess that's not too bad. tomorrow i needa work on my circuits lab report and finish those last few problems and study for my physics test friday and my circuits test monday. i'm sure you guys fell asleep during that (boring day, i know), but i really didn't have anything else to write about. here's a song for you guys...it just came on the radio...forgot how much i like it (still have a hard time believing it's cory from slipknot that sings this).

"Bother"

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit


Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

-Stone Sour

ps. rebecca, i still love you

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