Saturday, October 23, 2004

read your comments on my last post
i'd like to say thanks guys. i actually hadda tear or two in my eye while reading them... especially yours rayea and black pearl. i love you gals too. you're both like my sister...hehe, i've acquired quite a collection of little sisters online...though i guess pearl would be my big sister. i'm glad i mean so much to so many. i just wish i meant more to the one i love the most. i'm sure many of you know that feeling as well...i know for a fact some of you do.

i'd like to give a special thanks to brad, pearl, and rayea. you three have been here for me from the beginning and out of everyone here, i think you're the only ones that truly understand what i'm going through. others may as well, but they haven't really talked to me about it. thanks again, i love you guys. *hugs all around*

as for rebecca...i'll never leave her. i'll be your guardian angel as long as you'll allow me to. i love you more than you can possibly imagine. kitten, i'm proud of you for following your heart and i don't want you to worry about hurting me. i've been doing a lot of thinking about pain lately and i've realized...you've never hurt me. all the pain i've felt with you was my own doing. i overthought and second guessed everything. i knew you still loved dean, and i was worrying myself too much about you loving him more. that worry is what hurt me at the time. now i guess you do love him more, so i have nothing left to worry about...well, i do, but you know what i'm worried about now. i'm not gonna post it here, because i doubt you want everyone knowing about it. anyway, i'll do what i can to keep you safe from what i'm worrying about. i love you, and whether you're allowed to tell me back or not, i know you love me too.

here's another song for you guys. i'm not gonna bother bolding anything, because if i did, i'd have to bold the entire song, because it's all true.

"Cure For The Common Heartache"

This morning I'm aching all over
Can't eat, can't sleep, can't rest
Oh I need to go see a doctor
For this achin down deep in my chest

Is there a cure
For the common Heartache
An unknown prescription
Any loser can take
I'd be the first to become addicted
If there's a cure
For the common heartache

I know right where I got it
This sickness that's got me laid up
I don't have the strength now to fight it
This old condition called love

Is there a cure
For the common Heartache
An unknown prescription
Any loser can take
I'd be the first to become addicted
If there's a cure
For the common heartache

Is there a cure
For the Common Heartache

-Terri Clark
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