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matt, chris, amanda, oz
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Monday, November 8, 2004
writing a song
i've started trying to write a song...i've got what i think will be the chorus down...trouble is, i can't get the rest, so maybe i'll just leave it and call it a little poem. other problem is it seems a bit familiar to me like i've already heard this song and am just half remembering it. i don't wanna write something outta my head, then find out that it was actually someone else's work that i'd incorporated into my being, so i'll post the chorus here for you guys to look at. tell me if you know this from somewhere else so i don't accidently claim it as my own.
goodbye cruel world
there's no reason for me to live
goodbye cruel world
i've nothing left to give
goodbye cruel world
i'm leaving you today
no, don't worry, it's not a suicide note. i just thought it sounded pretty...is it bad that things about leaving this life sound pretty? am i more depressed than i thought? i'm having a really hard time feeling anything right now. it's beginning to feel like i've forgotten how to be happy. oh well, i'm sure i'll manage somehow...after all, i've got you guys to help me, right? and i'll help you where i can. anyway, tell me if that sounds familiar. until then, i'll just say it might be mine, and it might be somewhere in my subconscious from a song i've heard in the past.
i'm going to see saw this wednesday with some people from work. i'll tell you how it was after i see it. good night and i'll talk to you all later.
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