Monday, January 3, 2005

writer's block sucks
i heard a song on the radio by pat green called "don't break my heart again" and i liked one line in it. i wanted to write a poem around that line, but i can't think of anything. the line is "baptised by tears." i was thinking of making that the title, but i dunno the rest of the poem yet. is it considered copyright infirngement if you borrow one line from a song? i've heard of people getting sued for using a couple of notes in sequence from another song, but i'm not doing it for money and not many will see it, so i'm sure it's all right. well, whatever, i'm gonna make the song and if pat or the writer/producers of the song don't like it, they can ask me to remove it...now to think of something to write....

well, rebecca and i are not getting back together...at least not any time soon...and from what she said, we may never get back together. she said she needs to be alone for a long time, so we're just going to be friends. she says i'll find someone, and who knows, i just might, but right now, i don't want anyone else. the way my heart's feeling right now, i'm going to die alone unless she decides she does want to be with me again somewhere in the future. just friends? heh, after all we've been through, it's going to be hard, but for her, i'll try. i can't just stop loving her, but i will stop telling her if it hurts her. that's the last thing i want. surprisingly, it doesn't hurt that bad to hear that we won't be together. then again, maybe i'm still numb and the pain will kick in later. she's asked me to stop telling her i love her (it hurts her to hear when she can't do anything back), so i'm going to try my best to stop. i'd like to dedicate one last song to rebecca before i have to stop though. here it is...

"While You Loved Me"

If I ever write the story of my life
Don't be surprised if you're where it begins
Girl, I'd have to dedicate every line on every page
To the memories we made, while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
I lived while you loved me

I'd start with chapter one, love innocent and young
As the morning sun on a new day
Even though I know the end, Well I'd do it all again
'Cause I got a lifetime in, while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
I lived while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
I lived while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
I lived while you loved me

-Rascal Flatts


from when i stayed with her family in sept
good bye my love...i guess i'm just your best friend now...or a friend at the very least.
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