myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

also for my dearest rebecca.....
please don't tell me to just get over her. or to just move on and find someone new. i'm not ready yet. i've tried, and well, it isn't working. maybe someday it will, but it won't be for a long long while. we were together for far too long for me to just accept that it's over and to just give up on my love for her. it's only been three months (and a few days) now. ya know what? it doesn't really even matter if she loves me anymore. i know she doesn't...and if i'm wrong, it doesn't matter. she won't come back even if she does love me...she's afraid of hurting me again. i still love her though...even if she doesn't love me back.

"Trying To Get Over You"

You could have given me a million reasons why
But it wouldn't change a thing
You said it all when you said goodbye
You took off your wedding ring

I've been tryin' to get over you
I've been spending time alone
I've been tryin' to get over you
It'll take dying to get it done

All my friends keep trying to fix me up
They say I need somebody new
When it comes to love I've all but given up
'Cause life don't mean nothing, without you

I've been tryin' to get over you
I've been spending time alone
I've been tryin' to get over you
It'll take dying to get it done

-Vince Gill
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