myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Thursday, February 3, 2005

about yesterday
well, i talked to her a little bit yesterday. she says she doesn't hate me. that's good i guess, but i still get the feeling she doesn't like me all that much. maybe purgatory's right. maybe she does feel smothered by me. guess i'll just stand back until she's ready to talk to me again. i give up trying. nothing goes right when i do, so i'm just gonna stay here and do nothing. no more going to see her or watch over her or try to help her. i don't mind helping people if they show appreciation or even if they don't, but when they yell at me or get pissed off about me trying to help, there's no point in me trying anymore, is there? *tears my wings off and leaves 'em in a dumpster in the back alley* guess i won't be needing those anytime soon, will i? they'll regrow when they're needed again. as for dying...i still feel dead, but i'm not going to kill myself. i couldn't do that to you guys or her or any of the people that care about me here.

on a different subject, i finally got around to buying one of those little usb thumbdrive things. for those of you that don't know what that is, it's a removable storage thing kinda like a floppy disc, but it goes in the usb port. it has 512mB of storage and saves a little faster. i got it because that's the primary drive thing on the school computers and my computer really hates floppys...not sure why, but whenever i put a floppy in it, it just makes obnoxious buzzing noises and the program i'm trying to save from freezes.

speaking of computer stuff, something's wrong with my monitor. i heard some kind of high-pitched buzzing sound. at first i thought it was my speakers, but when i turned 'em off, the buzzing was still there. not sure what it is, but i'd guess a capacitor is going out somewhere in it...guess what that means...yup, that's right...my warranty musta just expired. i'm gonna talk to peter in my circuits class tomorrow to see if he knows what it might actually be...he's some kinda computer guru. as long as it keeps working through tomorrow so i can get my lab done, it'll be all right...hopefully i don't have to buy a new monitor.
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