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Monday, February 7, 2005


hey all, sorry i haven't been around much. i've been pretty depressed the past couple of days and didn't feel like talking with anyone...at least not to anyone that knew any of my problems. i've been playing everquest (or evercrack as most of us call it) a lot this weekend. it helps me to escape from reality and interact with people that don't know anything about me. sometimes that's very refreshing. anyway, i may be back more in the next few days, but no promises. i really wanna get my little brawler to level 20 so i can become a monk...and my tradeskilling class needs to get to 20 so i can become an alchemist and help my guildy out with his neolith tempers he needs for armoring...that and i'm really tired of the real world so i wanna get out of here.

i hadda really strange dream last night too. i killed myself, but it wasn't like suicide. there were two of me...one with huge angelic wings and the other with large demonic wings. we fought each other and the demon one killed the angelic one. i'm not quite sure what that might mean, but i don't think it's a good thing. ah well, i'm not gonna worry about it. i quit caring about everything else, why worry about some stupid dream. well, maybe i didn't quit caring about everything. i still love you guys.

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