myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

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Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Sunday, March 13, 2005

um, i don't have much to say so this will be kinda short. i've been playing poker twice a week. in the last two weeks or so i've made $75. i still love rebecca with everything i am. you know what sucks? when dean says the same things i've been saying (rather die alone than be with someone other than her, or love her more than anything, etc) it's sweet and loving and whatever, but when i say those things i'm just being stupid or trying to manipulate her. god damn i hate his friends. buncha pricks. whatever...i give up on trying to please anybody. if someone doesn't like me, big fucking deal. the other day i pulled into mcdonald's parking lot and this song came on the radio. i just sat there listening to it staring at the picture of rebecca i keep in my wallet.

"If I Ain't Got You"

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yea
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within and I been
There before that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

And some people want it all
But i dont want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If i ain't got you yea

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And thats the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
No one to share
No one who truely cares for me

And some people want it all
But i dont want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If i ain't got you you you

And some people want it all
But i dont want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If i ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If i aint got you yea

And some people want it all
But i dont want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If i ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If i aint got you yea

If i aint got you with me baby oh ooh said
nothin' in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If i ain't got you with me baby

-Alicia Keys
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