myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1983-09-11
Gender
• Male
Location
• i moved out of the physics lab...now i live at work
Member Since
• 2004-06-27
Occupation
• surviving
Real Name
• matt, chris, amanda, oz

Personal

Achievements
• nothin' all that impressive
Anime Fan Since
• not sure. it's fairly recent though
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchemist is the best i've seen. i also like hellsing, ghost in the shell, big o, trigun, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo
Goals
• scuba dive in the great barrier reef
Hobbies
• texas hold 'em poker, movies
Talents
• does procrastinating count?

myOtaku.com: DemonMessiah

Monday, March 21, 2005

let's see, what's going on? i'm on spring break now. i guess that's good...another week or so until i can find out if i passed my classes though. i played poker saturday and sunday. sat i won the tournament and left with $50. then sun i played for 8 and a half hours and lost $20. ah well, i'm still up for this weekend, so i don't really care. i'm so tired right now. maybe i should go to bed. bed's so lonely though. i miss visiting rebecca and holding her close all night while we slept. now it's so cold and lonesome. i can't sleep much lately...i got maybe 8 hours of sleep this weekend, but i still can't seem to fall asleep. i need drugs.

rebecca, if you ever read this (which i doubt, but hey, doesn't hurt to say it, right?) i still love you. you mean everything to me. there might be a reason for me to exist without you, but i haven't found it yet. you are my everything. i know you don't love me and no matter how much i wish things were different, we will prolly never be together again, but that doesn't stop me from giving you everything i am. i love you with all my heart. i always have, and always will.

good night everyone
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