myOtaku.com: Desert Mouse

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Birthday
• 1990-07-27
Gender
• Male
Location
• Guess
Member Since
• 2007-07-17
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Jacob

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• 7th Grade
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop
Goals
• To be in the video game development industry.
Hobbies
• Reading sci-fi and manga, playing video games, occassional paintball.
Talents
• Blah blah blah, you know what, why don't you just ask me instead?

myOtaku.com: Desert Mouse

Monday, November 5, 2007

...... shit.
Todays song is Laid to Rest by Lamb of God. Just cause I'm pissed.

So, I was planning to get my english grade up this week, since I was far too depressed and angry to do it last week. So I go to hand my teacher an assignment worth two of our three major grades. And she won't fucking take it. Mother fucker! Now I have a failing grade and there is nothing I can fucking do about it! GAAAAAAAAAAH! Needless to say, I despise my bitch of an english teacher now.

Pfooooo... so, I also realized something later in teh day that just made me depressed (Yeah, this week's lookin' pretty bright). Anyway, what made me think about it was this... a friend of mine, Kathryn (also anime club president), had a horrible weekend. She's had relationship problems up the wazoo, and found out that her would-be boyfriend essentially ditched her for someone else. We comforted her as best we could... she was already passed the stage of sorrow, nearing the end of "fucking pissed," and just entering "depressed and not quite over it."

Anyway, later I realised that I'm never the person people come to with their problems. No one. Not even my closest friends. I've heard Steph say that she always has people crying on her shoulder... but the opposite end of the spectrum is pretty tough too. It made me think... is it only because I don't have a lot of friends? Or is it because none of them see me as a person to come to? Either way is depressing. Damn it. I don't even want to think about it anymore. Fuck me.

Have a nice day.
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