Friday, October 8, 2004

Pointless Post
I changed my picture. It took forever to make simply because Microsoft PhotoDraw sucks.

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Blog
I made my first blog today.. and my second blog. I used the second one on my Quizilla homepage, and am very proud of it. I finished writing information about myself on there for anyone who's interested. I have more to add but I'll do that later. Those mazarella sticks are killing me.

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Suffering from a little psychosis NRS...
I had my blood work done today. Even though my skin is white as paper, the Nurse had a hard time finding a vein. She found one eventually though. After she stuck the needle in she had to dig a little for the vein. I swear I was sniggering the entire time, I had the biggest grin on my face. I stared at the blood while she pumped it into the vile. Perhaps I suffer from a minor case of bloodlust.
I regret having that milkshake. I knew it would make my stomache upset but no, I couldn't resist. I can be such a glutton for punishment. I don't call myself a glutton otherwise though because it was a small milkshake, I knew a large would do me in for good. The mazzerella sticks were good though.
Yesterday in US History we watched an A&E Biography video [I love A&E Biographies] on Lizzie ... Beldon, Budon... something like that. I can't remember her last name at all. I'll look it up, but anyway, in the 1820s, I believe it was, she murdered her father and step-mother with an axe and was found innocent. Her life was like a Greek tragedy. She inspires me though. I find I get inspired by the wrong kinds of people ... but it was very interesting.
I made a blog for my Quizilla. I have to finish putting a personal biography on there for those who care enough to read it. [Anyone has yet to take any of my quizzes as well...]

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So Predictable
Just as I thought, I got up at 4 to shower. It wasn't for the same reason though, I won't share why either though, because I'm sure you don't want to know.
I was thinking earlier about the debates tonight. But.. why is everyone so concerned about who becomes president? I understand he'll be leading the nation but.. he's still just one man. He's not a god, he only has so much power, he's not an absolute ruler, Congress and, which was it, the Senate, I believe, keeps him in check. So, it really isn't as big a deal as people make it. I think we all have faith in the American people, even if we do choose a loser for a president, we know we'll make it through. One president cannot drive the United States into the ground, nor can he cause the entire economy to calapse, it just won't happen. The economy especially, we're a world economic player, the president has no involvement in the economy because we're a capitalist nation. So, when people blame Bush for the bad economy, you know they aren't that smart, because we agreed a long time ago when we were building America to be what it is today that the government would play no part in the economy. Sure, they play a bit, taxes, but the government needs money too. Why? To take care of us of course! So why do we hate giving them the money when it's for our benefit? We live in a world of contradictions.
Enough of that though. What will I do all day? Probably sit around, somewhat misereabley. I'm in a lot of pain, and my skin is dry and I'm really tired. I used cocoa butter in hopes it'll fix my dry skin problem but it hasn't worked yet. We're supposed to go to the store and get some conditioning bodywash stuff I saw on TV, but I really don't know if I'm up to it. Things were bad enough to begin with, but ever since I got on that Metformin it's all just gotten worse. Psh. I'm just gonna have to deal with it though I guess. There's nothing I can do.

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Thursday, October 7, 2004

So, it's over.
Indeed. The four day weekend is here. I remain feeling unaffected. Tomorrow morning I have blood work to get done at the doctor's so I'll be up at 8 at the latest. Not that it'll be anything out of the ordinary for me.
Don't have anything else to say, 'cept I feel like crap. Headache, back ache, stomache ache, exhausted.

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Personality Types
I took another one of those personality type tests, like the one from Sparknotes. I got the same thing but got more information about the 'mastermind' type. Turns out they account for maybe 1% of the population. They say they're rare. I dunno though. Everything they said in the description was accurate, even the most common career choice. They said they usually go into sciences or engineering. Even though I'm not sure what I'm doing yet. I've been told I should be a counselor before. But anyway.
Last day of the week. What am I gonna do with myself for four off days? I usually don't have anything to do for the two days we got off every weekend.
Holy shit.. They just said on the news a middle school boy raped a 9 year boy ?? What the hell is that? What is happening to this world? That's disgusting. Tch, now I'm in a very fowl mood and I don't care if I spelt that right either. God, how could you let something like this happen??
Better topic. I'm looking forward to the presidential debate tomorrow. I'm really not expecting much out of it though. Look what we got out of the VICE presidential debate. The same thing we saw just the other night, right? Hopefully since it's the people asking the questions, we'll get something better of it. Bush should be looking forward to it since it'll be his kind of debate setting.
Curses. I can't even drink hot milk chocolate for breakfast anymore without getting an upset stomache. Today really isn't looking up so far ...

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

Tch..
I went to make a quiz on quizilla. I had an idea a while ago for a good, original one. Now I don't remember at all and the one I started got messed up, so now I'm just annoyed. If there any particular quizzes you'd like to see, tell me either by way of PMing me or commenting to this post. I need some ideas and I have a long weekend to do this over.

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Long weekend.
Tomorrow is going to be easy. No homework over the long weekend, and I think Natalie might actually be serious about getting together with me and going with her to Ashley's house to bake [since I told her I liked to bake] ... It's not really my style to go out and do things with other people. Not in any case. If I was allowed, I'd go to the movies alone. If I was allowed, I'd go shopping alone. It just isn't the way I do things.
I don't have much else to say. Nothing eventful happened today, except three [total] bees joined our class for US History. I don't know why Mr. Hils keeps the door open when he knows they'll come in. Tomorrow we have a quiz in Math.. I don't really understand it that well. I would have brought my things home to study with but unless I have practice problems it won't help any staring at my notes. Math isn't something you can study, you can only practice. I have no practice work. [shrug]
I saw Brittany today. Exchanged a small hug with her [I don't like hugs but, I'd rather not get on people's offended side by refusing them. I don't have room to make enemies] and a how've you been sort of thing.
Mr. Yelton told us about college. I'm thinking of skipping college somehow and finding a way around it. It's not that I'm afraid of the challenge, I just don't know if I can meet the challenge. I'm afraid I'll find out all too soon.

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Vice Presidential Debates
I don't know about you but I got out of them just about the same thing as I got out of the Presidential debates. Maybe I wasn't paying attention enough. I wasn't paying much attention really. I was busy drinking hot milk chocolate, which I could go for right now. I got to bed at 10 and slept pretty good. Til 4 or 5. That's more than I've gotten in one night within the last several months.
I made some milk chocolate. I like it just hot enough to singe my throat. Very good.
I look very crappy today. I tried to curl my hair last night after using something that's supposed to defrizz it. Sort've weighed it down. My hair looks like a mess. It's cold, so I layered: tanktop, black long sleeved shirt [it was the only one I had left ...] and black pants that are too big. I don't like denim. I look like crap. [sigh] It's gonna get to 75* today, I'll probably fry at the end of the day. I think I'll take off my long-sleeved shirt and just freeze the rest of the day. I always do. I guess I'm just super sensitive to the cold [damn Pisces rising]. Actually I have a better idea. I'll wear a zip-up hoodie so it'll be easier to take off if need be.
I decided if I don't move to Prince Edward Island or to another country, I'll move to Wyoming. Mr. Yelton was saying how there's always a wind blowing there [I enjoy the wind, for those of you who don't know] and it's just vast plains there. There are very few people in Wyoming, it's a very rural state. That's my kind of place. Don't get me wrong, I don't intend to live on a farm or a ranch. But I don't intend to live amongst billions of people.
Well. I'm not feeling so well. My stomache is still bothering me. I didn't mention half the things I thought about mentioning. Oh well. Tomorrow's the last day for the week. I'll have plenty of time to rant on Friday through Monday. Oh goodie.

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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

Cursed Body, Bitter Soul
For dinner I had Texas Hash. It's a mix of tomato sauce, rice, hamburger, cheese and seasoned with spices. The spices gave me heartburn, as does almost everything. I'm starting to get really sick of taking Maalox after every meal. Cim suggested that we go to the doctor and have them check out my stomache. I have nothing to lose, not that I ever had anything. It's always something. Always.

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