Thursday, September 23, 2004

   Left Over Time
I have a few minutes left before we have to go, so I thought I'd take the oppurtunity to make an entry. Not that I have anything to talk about.
I was remembering when me and my friend Katie "broke up". Just this summer actually we officially said we'd never talk to each other again. She was trying to force her ideals on me, and I won't take crap from even my friends [or "friends" in this case], so I told her to shove it up her ass and go away. I never actually trusted her though. She wasn't a very good friend. Every time we'd try to plan something for the weekend, she'd forget to ask her parents if she could do it and it never worked out. I'm not saying it's all her fault, I know I have a bad tendency to push people further away the closer they try to get. I just hope nobody else tries cause that'll just be another break up to look back on. I don't need that crap. I've got enough stuff to worry about.
I never read my book which is funny 'cause I enjoy reading it. Yesterday I was feeling really sick though, and I'm not much better today. I'll just read two chapters today and make up for it. Not like I ever have much to comment on it about. Not saying I don't think about it but the things they say to thing about are sort of straight forward, facts of life, can't change 'em kind of things and that's how I look at them. So what am I supposed to say about them anyway ?
I haven't finished my bagel ... I'm starting to get sick of them. But if I decided to have cereal every morning I'd have to take two lactose pills before and that's just more things to remember. I could go for something sweet though ... Yesterday I was looking for something sweet. Never found anything I could have though.. Too much sugar in everything that we happen to have stored in the pantry.
I made a Naruto team for myself. Two guys who I'm making dolls of actually. One's named Dobosu Katsuya and the other is Takato [he doesn't have a family name]. I like Katsuya a lot but I need to work on Takato's gig a bit more. I almost finished the Katsuya doll but I went to bed at 11--I wasn't gonna stay up 'til 12 making a doll. I actually slept in today. 15 minutes. I woke up at 4 and turned off the alarm and rolled over, next thing I know it was 5:40. I was like "crap~ [rolls out of bed]". I'm very much time conscious.. maybe time paranoid. I wish I'd stop, it's kind of stressful. Puts a lot of pressure on me to do everything at this time.
About time to go. More later.. if there's anymore to say.

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