Monday, September 27, 2004

   I've Failed ... Again
My inconsistency does me in far too often for my own good. I've given up being a vegetarian because vegetarian "meat" tastes like ... so terrible I can't even put it into words. I can't live off starches because of how much sugar and carbohydrates they have in them and I can't live off dairy cause I'm mildly lactose intolerant. It must be a conspiracy ... I know Patrick is going to get on my case if I tell him. Wish people wouldn't expect anything of me and maybe I wouldn't always disappoint them.
My fan art got posted. Yay, I guess. I need to put my quiz things down below into my quiz results section.. or.. whatever. Don't know why I didn't do that in the first place.
Oh yeah and I lied. There were actually two people who said they would of guessed I was a Scorpio ... and these were people who'd been talking to me for a year at least. What does that tell you? I'm trying to figure out why that is ... Maybe because Capricorn is the dominant sign in my chart, following Aquarius and then Pisces ... [Pisces... damn Pisces. I have a bad history with Pisceans.] Or it could be that all my personal planets [Sun, Moon, Mercury] are located in the 12th house [the House of Secrets, Sorrows and Self-Undoing. Haha and oh, look at this, "This House governs disappointments, accidents, trouble, and self-defeat. It rules unseen forces, secret enemies, escapism, asylums, hospitals, and prisons." I got that from The Only Astrology Book You'll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk [love the last name, must be Irish or Scottish]. I read once most serial killers have noteable placements in the 12th House. Tch.] That in combination with a fixed sign in Sun, Moon and Mercury [Aquarius--explains my dettached nature] and a sign known for its stubbornness, Aries, in Venus, I suppose. Don't think my Ascendant has much to do with it. 'Cept the withdrawn, quiet quality [thank you Pisces Rising, damn Pisces].
[Yawn] I got up at .. oh it was almost 7. I've been awake since 3. Since I went to bed at 10 I got my average of five hours of sleep. No use wasting more time tossing and turning in bed...
I have to do my CAD project today ... I honestly don't think my box is going to spare a raw egg from a 28 foot drop. Well, at least if it does, the cottonballs will soak it up and there won't be a mess right? ... I contradict myself. I was thinking just last night, Natalie was telling me how I'm so optimistic... but that's not true. If you're being pessimistic, I'll be the optimist. If you're optimistic, I'll be the pessimist. Guess it's my way of checks and balances.
You know ... there's a toolbar on my browser that wasn't there yesterday. I'm going to hurt whoever put it there because spyware keeps hijacking my computer, and once Pim thought I'd been going on online casinos because there were cookies from the ads on my computer. People who make adware like that should be murdered.

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