Monday, September 27, 2004

   Last entry for the day.
I can't decide. Go to bed at 10 and wake up at 3 and be up the rest of the night, go to bed at 11 and wake up at 4 and be up the rest of the night, go to bed at 12 and wake up at 5... I can't stay up that late. It's been a 17 hour day, I'm pretty exhausted.
I was looking through some Yami no Malik images after Kamiko was saying how smart he is [she doesn't watch Yu-Gi-Oh! much but happened to see an episode today] and he's really ... he needs to get a grip. When you can't keep your tongue in your mouth anymore and it's just hanging there limply it's kind of a good sign you need help. Though, if given the oppurtunity, I'd agree to be his accomplice. I wish I could, it'd be very interesting. To be part of a big plan. With a purpose.
When I was watching today's episode on CN though, I realize how big of a chicken-boy Yugi really is. Worried that Seto would let himself fall off the castle if Yugi attacked? Seto's not stupid. He'd find a way out because he knows he's the only one who could save Mokuba. Yugi's so gullible, Seto knew he wouldn't attack and I guess knew Yugi wasn't smart enough to realize Seto wouldn't actually let himself fall. [sigh] How pathetic.
Looks like my other fan art has been posted. I really don't have anything else to post. I really only doodle anymore in my notebook rather than actually draw. Oh yes and I put a bagillion more quizzes in my quiz manager. What a sad life... Living just because you have to. Having a bigger goal in mind that I can work toward would be nice, but everything I plan is still so far away, it's like it's not there at all. How can one go on lacking the inspiration to keep living ? If I saw some episodes of Yami no Malik or Yami no Bakura I'm sure they'd inspire me again, but CN is stuck on those Duelist Kingdom episodes, and the only person you see there amongst the two is Ryu mostly. Yami no Bakura hasn't really appeared much ... or at all even. If he has I missed those episodes.
Uhm. I don't have much else to say ... but I have nothing to do.. If I just sit here and stare at the ceiling like I do so often I'll just fall asleep.
Oh. This week should be short. Without a Monday it always is. Oh, I was thinking earlier how I've never written any true confessions down on paper before. Not in any diary, journal or anything I've ever owned. Kind of defeats the purpose, doesn't it. Oh well.

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