Tuesday, September 28, 2004

   As I sit here freezing...
I've come to realize people don't like those who are emotionally distant and dettached, and that is why people don't like to bother with me. It's always been this way for me and it doesn't bother me, but even now sometimes people waste their time "trying" me out and get disappointed. But you'll never truly know me even if you did talk with me regularly or even if you did read my blog everyday. There's a lot of things I don't say, and I never play on my emotions. If I'm upset, I may portray it in my blog but you'd never know through speaking with me. I've never truly known what anime character to best compare myself to, Ryu Bakura is the best example I can give. When people start caring is when I start backing away.
I was looking at the scars on my right arm. I like them. I have a long one covering 1/4 of my arm which I got when I was a baby. Got cut with the scalple [sp?]. Then another right beside it that's about half the size where I got burnt. Then I have a bunch of faint ones on my forearms from chicken pox and more noticeable but small ones all over my shoulders, back and chest. Probably from chicken pox too. I have one on my knee, don't know where it came from though. I have one on my hand, don't know where it came from. I have one on my wrist, on the top, I don't know where that came from. I have another one the bottom of my forearm, don't know where it came from. I don't know why people think scars are so unattractive. Guess it depends what kind.

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