Sunday, October 10, 2004

Conspiracy ... theory..
I got up at 7 to watch Beyblade like I do every weekend morning, even though I've been awake since 3, which is just routine. Well, I didn't hear once ABC Family announce that they were replacing Beyblade with Power Rangers this morning. [mumble] Can't believe I got up for this crap...
On another note, my fan fic is progressing quite nicely. I still don't know in which direction it's going, but, at least it's somewhat interesting so far. Because it's in first person, there's a lot of stuff you don't know, which I find makes it very intriguing.
I was munching on Reese Bites yesterday. I noticed it really doesn't have that much sugar in it. 16 pieces only has 20 grams. Most candies have 20+ in one piece. [shrug]
A persistant somebody is still trying to get me to talk to them. When I felt that they betrayed me I cut myself off completely... but unfortunetly they got a hold of Rachel and talk to her and send messages through her to me. I've come close to sending them an e-mail for a decent explaination of why they won't leave me alone, but then I feel like I'm giving in. I will not yield.
I'm downloading some Naruto episodes in order to make a music video with some of my eurodance songs. They're great.. the songs I mean. The Naruto episodes are in the process of downloading still. Might go faster if people were smart enough to put them into .zip files. [rolls eyes] Oh well, the longest one right now is going to take approximately ... 30 hours. Well. The other two aren't quite that bad .. That sucks. One was only gonna take about a half an hour then it shot up to 4. Wonder what happened. [blink]
I think I might have touched on this a while ago, but.. I went back and read a little about it in my Astrology book. I only have one. They're $20 each and it's not like I ever even have $5. Anyway. I got most of my knowledge on Astrology online. So, I went and read about placements in Houses. My two dominant Houses are the 10th [House of Career and Public Standing, according to Joanna Martine Woolfolk] and the 12th [House of Secrets, Sorrows and Self-Undoing]. I do recall having written this up before. Well. I don't remember exactly what I wrote, so I'll keep going on my own little track. For those of you who know little to nothing about Astrology, it really is more complex than just your Sun//Star sign. If you looked at a birth chart, here, I'll show you mine.
Click here to see.
I'd of shown an easier one to read, this one's a little tough, but the other one was bigger and I'm running out of storage space on my personal site. So, click there and see if you can read that. I doubt most of you can. I can read it for the most part. I'm not as knowledgeable about the particular effects certain aspects can have [trine, sextile, square] but I know which ones are stressful, neutral or not stressful [they don't like using the terms "good" or "bad" because there is no "good" or "bad" influence, just stressful and difficult or stressless and easy. Let me analyze this for you before you think, why can't they just call it bad and good? Well, stressless and easy makes it, well, an easy situation. For those who have too many of those in their chart, they'll tend to be very lazy and get nothing accomplished, like having no self-discapline. That is why there is no "good" or "bad", because in the big picture, stressful can be good or bad, stressless can also be good or bad. Hope you're following.] I can take what I know about the planets and aspects and compare them and come up with an educated guess, but I've read about studies that show certain signs to mean certain things. For example, one that I remember somewhat clearly, I believe it was... Sun in a stressful aspect to the Moon. The Moon represents emotional and nurturing nature, and it also symbolizes the mother in everyone. There was a stressful aspect with my Moon, again I think it was the Sun but I'm not sure, and it said that my mother might be jealous of me [I don't see why Cim would be but I'm just telling you what I read] and will act accordingly. That's just an example though. Sure, you can come up with that on your own if you analyzed the aspect enough. Sometimes it's better to go out and find the information though rather than come up with it on your own, because sometimes we slip up and miss something that could be important. I wasn't considering when I looked at the aspect that it would have anything to do with my mom, even though I know the Moon represents the mother. Anyway. That's way off subject of what I meant to talk about. Learn something new everyday, huh. What I wanted to say was, I have my personal planets... Ok well. [scratches head] Trying to talk about such a complex subject takes a long time because when most people don't know anything about it ... [rolls eyes] you can't just rant on about it and expect people to follow you. So, let me say this, your Sun, Moon and Mercury are your personal planets and are considered to be the most important and influential. Your Ascendant or Rising Sign is also in that personal planets category, some Astrologers consider it the most important influence in your chart. Now, your Ascendant is not a planet. It's the sign that was on the horizon at the time of your birth and is located in the First House. To summerize it quickly, your Ascendant is basically your personality and how you come across to others, it also influences your physical appearance and your health [something I can vouch for]. So, anyway. My personal planets are all in the 12th House [look at the chart, it should be labeled. If not, it should be between Aquarius and Pisces... the 12th House rules over Pisces, by the way.] which makes the 12th House is very large influence on my chart.
Need a new paragraph... I'd like to mention, to those who aren't informed, Mars and Venus are considered relationship planets. Mars, also however, represents energy. In the 10th House is my Mars, Saturn, Uranus and Neptune. Jupiter fell into the 2nd House. Poor Jupiter. Anyway, so, even though Saturn, Uranus and Neptune are considered to be more minor influences, they're all located in the 10th House with my Mars, making the 10th House also a large influence.
I'm done bantering, although I never actually got to my whole point in all that ... Oh well. Maybe later.

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