Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Social Retard
Pardon my use of the word 'retard', I don't like to use it but it seems to suit my cause better than any other word I can think of. Unfortunetly, I know that's what I am. People will say something and I won't understand... I don't know why. It's not like I'm stupid. I answer the best I can and then they just laugh at me. This is why it's better to just keep my mouth shut.
I do want to say thanks to Zene for sympathizing with me. I don't think 99% of people truly know what it means to be a loner, but from what Zene says, at least some have it down pat.
This morning, for the first time in a long time, I woke up with the alarm clock. That put me off and put me behind about 10 minutes. Not that it's a big deal but I feel like I haven't slept. I honestly don't know when I woke up before that. I think sometime around 2 ? [scratches head] Eh, it's so cold. 45* wind chill and my window is open, I like to sleep with it cracked. It's freezing in here though, even with the door shut. So much so, my hand is actually starting to hurt from typing. Seems strange.
I still can't think straight. I do wanna say though it's getting old seeing John Kerry commercials talking about he served in Vietnam. Just because you served in the military doesn't mean you're gonna make a good president. And as for patriotism, sure, being a patriot is great if you're a president and all, but I really don't care how much of a patriot you are either. This country doesn't need a patriot, it needs a leader.
My arm is really bothering me... Might be carpul tunnel.. or however you wish to spell that. Today is going to be ... indifferent. Nothing has happened yet this morning to convince me it'll be particularly bad. Good days are hard to come by, though.

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