Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Meinetwegen Sollst Du Sterben
It's finally raining. But tonight it's only dropping to 52* so it probably won't frost enough to kill anything. But.. it's funny. I've been sitting here just staring outside at the rain and the occassional lightning... but I haven't thought of anything. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow ... I'm starting to be afraid to face the world anymore. Specially now that I feel like people are pushing themselves onto me. How do you get people off without hurting feelings ? I know people wouldn't understand if I told them they were breathing my air and standing in my space and that I don't like that. Heh, I'm hopeless.
I read about a bunch of new anime and manga that're going to be introduced to the US soon. The first volume of the DNAngel DVD will be available in November. I'd like to read the graphic novels, it sounds interesting. There was another called the Aquarian Age that I've heard of before. It sounds interesting too. What I'd most like to read is a new one that just came out though, called Peacemaker. It looks like it'd be good. There were some in there that didn't sound so great. Like.. eh, what was it called... [checks] Harukanaru Toki no Naka De ~Hachiyo Sho~ [that's a really long title ...]. It sounds a lot like Inuyasha to be honest.
Princess Sister sounds good though. It sounds psychologically stimulating and enlightening. It's about a guy who ends up living with 12 girls who claim to be his sister, and it focuses on how each sister has their own thing that makes them appealing. It's supposed to come from the view point of the male character, which is what I think will make it interesting. In the article it mentioned all sorts of thoughts they wanted to bring to the story and all that, and it sounds like it'll be something I'll read. I wish I knew how guys saw the world. And I really wish I could possess Byakugan [is that right?] from the Hyuga Clan in Naruto. It'd be so interesting to gain such insight into people, just for the knowledge I think. I like to pick people apart. I think it's a turn off for most though. Secrets aren't meant to be found, but I like to look.
Lately the days have all seemed to be too short. It's like I don't have enough to do what I want.. but I don't have anything I want to do. Maybe a better way to put it is saying I don't have enough time to rest up, because when I'm finally ready to do something, it's so late, it'd be pointless to start.
I've abandoned the idea of creating a graphic novel. I'm just not good enough. Maybe in the future when I've improved I'll reconsider, but right now, I should probably focus more on working up to that level. I believe you have to start somewhere, sure, but you don't want to start at rock-bottom if you can climb up before attempting to fly. If that made any sense ...

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