Monday, November 15, 2004

Hello My Immortal
Well. I made myself sick on milkshake again ... I don't know how I keep doing that. Carelessness I suppose. Today Chad told me his grandpa went into a coma on Wednesday and died on Friday or Saturday. He hasn't slept since. Poor Chad ...
I could go for a nap, but I'm afraid if I sleep now I won't sleep tonight. I'll probably end up going to take a nap anyway though.
I think I'm bipolar ... I mean I've had this depression thing going for a LONG time. Like.. 5 years. But yesterday I noted that I went from suicidal mode to crazy happy in .0 seconds. While that's a major exaggeration, my mood did lapse over a half an hour period, and that's being very generous. My parents won't take me to see a doctor though, so I guess I'll never really know.
I was planning to go to Kroger's today to get a cake for extra credit in Geometry. We're learning about circles and it's an easy few extra points. I'm actually finding learning about circles easy and, comparatively speaking, fun to do. But. Anyway. Ben took the car to visit his girlfriend, Hannah. She's really pretty... She's actually the daughter of one of my sister's elementary school teachers from the old private school we went to years ago... the one that shut down. Ben reminds me a lot of Seto Kaiba. Or I guess it'd be Kaiba Seto if I was gonna do it the Japanese way. He's such an ass to people he doesn't like.. but relatively nice to those he doesn't mind. Hahah, it's kind of cute. Lately he's been listening to his usual CDs and all like Marilyn Manson, but he listens to the ones about love. I saw him and Hannah talking earlier while they were walking to the car [I was in the car], it was somewhat unusual. Hannah isn't really shy or anything but she isn't loud either. Catherine says she's really funny, but she seems like a sweet person. I'm still kind of surprised at Ben for getting another girlfriend ... but somehow I'm not. I don't know anymore.

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