Friday, December 24, 2004

Frigid does not go far enough to describe how cold it is ...
Today's low is -5*F and the high is 12*F. The current temperature right now is 1*F. Translation: -5*F=-21*C 12*F=-11*C, 1*F=-17*C.
Merry Christmas Eve anyway though. ^_^; We get presents this evening. I can't get myself excited for it. =/ Maybe that's better, so the anxiety doesn't kill me. ^^; I really don't think we'll go out looking at Christmas lights this year though. I'm sure the roads are still barely driveable and in these temperatures I don't know who would want to go out looking at lights [me ! ^^;].
I almost cried this morning. >< If I had no self control, I'd fall apart everyday. Ever since I started taking 1000MG of that Metphormin EU, I think is what it's called, I can't clear my face up. ;_; And I wanted to look pretty for the Christmas pictures, so I wore some nice clothes and stuff, but I won't be nice for any pictures with a zit right in the middle of my forehead. T_T It's not fair ... I try so hard to take care of my complexion. If only you knew the tedious routine. In the morning, I use Clearesil Acne Fighting Cleansing Wipes, I use Differin to dry out where I'm breaking out, I use this lotion called.. Clindamycin, and then for where ever I'm trying NOT to dry my face out, my dermitologist [sp?] gave me this Olay Complete Defense with UV protection. But it isn't oil free ;_; so I think it really isn't helping with the breaking out thing. The only difference with my evening routine is I don't use the wipes, cause when I shower I use the facial cleanser. I do that everyday and it doesn't seem to help anymore.. [sigh] It's so depressing. Specially since I've been doing this since I was 12. It's almost been 5 years of .. this.
Well, I have to go find a way to warm up. It's absolutely freezing in here. ><

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