Sunday, December 26, 2004

Writing this off as a bad day...
We were supposed to go to Grandma's house today, but Ben and Pim had a fight yesterday and Pim, being immature as he is, decided he would go alone. He later changed his mind though because the roads are still iced over. Rachel found a note on the counter that Ben wrote to Pim. Something about being an ass and what a jerk on Christmas eve and saying he wasn't going, and if Pim was gonna wake him up to chew him out to just punch him in the face so he can focus on the pain rather than listen to Pim. About time somebody told Pim off. I found all this out this morning, so I woke up early for nothing. Oh well. I watched Yu-Gi-Oh! this morning and called Ryuji a fruitcake.
I'm so depressed. I've got a part of this Maroon 5 song stuck in my head, it goes, "Hey Mama, I've been cryin', cause things aren't how they used to be". I wish it would go away.. It's.. I dunno. There's just nothing I can do to make the depression go away. If I could, I'd sleep it off, but I can't sleep all day. It won't go away with just a nap either. I guess this whole argument between Ben and Pim has upset me more than I realize, cause I woke up just fine. Why can't Pim just grow up?
I gave Cim the $70 I got for Christmas to pay off my debt ... that's $85 all together. $20 more and I'll be out of debt. That's the last time I borrow money. Ugh! Next time I just won't buy presents for anyone here because they don't deserve it anyway.

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