Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Have a bad feeling...
Kamiko introduced me to one of her friends who goes by Gaara [hmmm wonder where that comes from]. She said she wanted him to be able to talk to someone his own age, so I agreed to talk to him. It was a short conversation cause he went to bed at like 10:30 or so. Maybe it was 11:30.. don't remember but. Later on she told me his birthday. February 29th or something. He's a Pisces. Damn. I have a deep, sinking feeling about this.. Chad was the first and last Piscean guy I've dealt with. And that ended in a terrible mess. I hope the same thing won't happen here. I wish Kamiko wouldn't of told me and I wouldn't be so apprehensive about this. I just don't want to be hurt again. And in the same manner. Somehow Piscean guys have a way of getting to a deep point before I even know them. So they cut at the very bottom when they become cold fish. Then again, maybe it's my fault.. self-destructive is how I would describe myself in one word. And I have to say I'm at a rocky start with this guy. [shudder] Goody.

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