Saturday, April 9, 2005

Oh God..
I know I already posted for today but I'm about to cry. Our neighbor, Carl, the nicest guy in the history of the world, had to go to the hospital yesterday evening because his stomach was swolen [sp?] and they did a catscan on him and they think he has colon cancer. He's in intensive care but they don't think he'll make it... God I don't want him to die. He can't die. He's the greatest guy ever and and he's gone through so much, he can't go now. He's had his horse barn burn down and kill like 7 of his horses and his wife pass away and his daughter has so many problems and.. I don't know. Maybe it'd be better if he did go... I mean. Especially with all that, is life really worth living? I know I'd cry if he passed away. It isn't fair!

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