Wednesday, April 13, 2005

The forever battle of the light and dark.
So I was thinking maybe change is a good thing. Perhaps instead of fighting with the darkness, I'll just let it consume me inside out and give up the struggle. It really isn't worth it. Become a different person, whether for better or for worse. Tell me truly, what have I to lose? The nothingness of despair. I nearly broke down when I got home, I wasn't bursting with tears but I was lightly crying. I got a grip though. I was ready to make some blood flow though. Even though it makes no sense to, it sounded extremely appealing at the time. Now I've kind of gone numb. I don't really care at all. Though I'd still love to die, none the less. I don't know what I'm going to do...
PS: I'm changing my username. PM me for the new username. [I mean it this time.]

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