Saturday, May 14, 2005

   A horrible Friday the 13
Damn...Yesturday AND the day before that where so freakin fucked up, seriously, well maby not for you cause your not the one experiencing it or have no idea why it's such a bit deal. ANYWays, well it was Michaels birthday yesturday...yy..a..y...>.>. We (meaning me and alexa) were planing on doing sometihng with Michael and Justin for his birthday and we even TOLD them that we might so we asked them if they were going to be doing anything and they said no, and this was like on wednesday. THEN on thursday they freaking call us up and tell us that they were going to go with their stoner friend Jose , to his house, for Michaels birthday. We wouldn't be able to come because we don't even know that fucktard. Now, I don't know about you, but to me it was like giving me AND Alexa a goddamn slap in the face, it made us feel like they didn't even care, that we were 2nd priority to their guy friends.Me and Alexa were infuriated (sp?) we had plans already and Alexa had to cancel her doctors apointment just so she can have the day to spend with us on Michaels birthday. And she wanted to go the the doctor cause she had a really bad ear infection. When she asked her mom if she could still go to the doctor her mom yelled at her and told her that she already canceled it, and this was on thursday when she 1st found out. They got into a big argument which totally sucks. I was just toooo pissed off to even talk. I mean just knowing that I couldn't do anything made me fuckin start to get teary and then while michael was trying to get me to talk and I wouldn't, he said in the most cruelest sounding way, OUTTA NO WHERE, "Move to Japan, I don't care". I was like....'WTF?' where the hell did that come from??? annd that just crushed me. I had to seriously put the phone down so he couldn't hear me crying, what an asshole.

Day2- It started out like anyother day, and I picked up MIchael to go to school as usual. ONly thing was I didn't talk to him the whole time I was with him and he has the nerve to ask me " Why aren't you talking? talk." " Why are you mad? >.>?" I so wanted to slap him ><. But no, I didn't. Instead I just gave him the silent treatment. This lasted the whole day with both him ADN Justin. ALexa did the same as me. Everyone in weight training could tell there was something wrong adn tried to cheer us up. Jordan and Esteban especially. That was really nice of them :'). It was just really nice of all of them :).

BUt later that day.....

Ok, school ended, and me and alexa are at our homes. Justin and Michael call....

Where on the phone and no ones talking,...every awkward...then Justin or michael starts talking, I dont remember who, and they asked "where were you guys/? We waited after school for you guys." "What do you mean? >.>...didnt you go to Jose's house or what ever?" "No, didn't you see us?" "No" "Omg, yes you did, I saw you, you saw us and you just walked away, the other way, you ditched us, we waited at school" "Omg, we didn't, it was your fault, you guys said you were going to Joses house so don't go balming us" "It was a JOKE, we were never going to Joses house, we were going to tell you but forgot." ".....*more anger boils up at this point*.." "O..M..G....you guys are so STUPID! >< What the hell kinda joke is THAT???! Do you have ANY idea how pissed how PISSED Alexa is going to be???! "We were going to tell you after school so we can do something but you guys just left. "Well DUH, of course we just left >.>+. You said you had plans already!" "Oh, shut up It was a joke so deal with it, you guys make it much more that it is." "...**more anger boils**.. When alexa hears about this omg, your so going to get a whip lash from her" "So what she can't do anything, and if she does I just won't talk to her." "That's so messed up, it was your guys' fault to begin with!" "whatever just stop talking" ".....***anger***"
It was quiet for some time. Justin can be such a child that it just angers me to no end. He simply refuses to believe anything was his fault and will automaticlly turn it on the other person like it was there fault.
I got off the phone shortly after cause I was going to the carnival with Alexa.

while we were walking I told her what they did. And as I guessed she got pissed. But she didn't take it out there, she was saving it ALL for justin. We enjoyed the Saint Brunos fair, I got alexa to go on Hammer head after like 20 min of telling her and draging her lol. she HATES upside down rides. When we got on it, she screamed like a little gril! OMG! it was HILARIOUS! XD. she was screaming the whole thime! I started laughing so hard tear cames out of my eyes, it was just that funny. man that so bightened up my day. I think the carnival brightened up both of our days. Josh our other friend was there to right besides us telling alexa that it was alright and to stay calm while we were on the ride it was funneh XD lol. It was basically just us 3 the whole time it was great fun.

But then...we got home...guess you called...>.>

Yes, it was THEM. Jez and you'd think they've done enough damage. IM just going to put dialoge as well as I can remember. This was a discussion with Justin

"Hello? yeah, what do you want now?" "Did you guys go to the carnival?" "Yes" "With who?" "Me, Alexa, and my family." "Damnit I shouldda went I was supose to meet with people." "Like who?" "(I don't remember the names but there where a few)" "Oh" "...." "...." "...." "where you guys with anyone else?" "Yeah, Josh" "One of your friends?" "Yeah" "Is he weird?" "No" Are you sure?" "Yeah" "Does he go to our school?" "yeah" "what grade?" ">.> freshman" "Oh" "yeah. I told alexa what you told me >.>. She's pissed at you" "So what, I don't care" "Omg, seriously justin ><. If you don't want things to get all crazy like you said then all you have to do is apologise adn admit that it was your fault, which by the way WAS as well and Michaels." "Fuck that Im not doing shit, she can yell at me all she wants I just won't listen, she can't dont anytihng, and im not saying It was my fault." "Justin! stop acting like a child! your NOT a child anymore so stop acting like one!" "Shut up! Your starting to annoy me!" "whatever then screw you" It stayed pretty silent cause Michael left somewhere to do god knows what. Then I forgot how this came up but Justin said "We were going to go to JOses house but he had boxing lessons so we didn't go" "Oh...Hey! wait...didnt you say that it was all a joke????" "..." "Which one was it justin, stop lying" "Just get off the subject already, its starting to piss me off" "Not until you tell me which one is true! your giving me two stories, your the one who keeps contradicting himself!" "...Whatever...I was going to go to Joses house-" "So yours wans't a joke? T.T" "Yeah, I was going to go" "-adn Michael didn't really want to" "BUt he would have anyways cause if you goes he goes. Im just gonna ask him when he gets back." "No! Just drop it already! STop making it such a big deal!" "It IS a big deal." So MIchael came back right when we were going to hang up cause no one was talking. Hmm, makes you wonder whether or not he was listening in. ADn I asked He asked where did that come from and I told him justin told me and he asked me what did he say and like a dumbass I said his answer was the opposite of what Justin said. I metally cursed myself for that stupid misstake. And I told to swear that was the truth cause he NEVER lies when he does cause in his religion its a sin to lie when you swear. BUt he didn't he simply refused so I told him whatever. Im not sure whether or not I believe him. about 99% Of me thinks hes lying while the other 1% thinks he MIGHT be telling the truth, but whatever.

That was basically everything that happened. Alexa has yet to lash out on justin.

This just as last years Friday the 13 has been a horrible one ><.

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   Loss for words?
Heh..yestuday I freakin' f'ed up my left big toe. I was in my bathroom about to take a shower (yeah i know you didn't need to do that, but eh! :P) and I was about to take off my sock, but I (like an idiot) jumped and removed my right sock and sliped on water that i didnt know about @_o. I was right next to the door and my toe hit right under the door and my nail bent pppprreeettyy far back. At first I didn't think much of it because I didn't feel any pain. But then it started bleedin'. And it was ALOT of blood, mind you. I didn't really panic cause I knew I wasnt going to die from such a little thing, and went to my madre. She went balistic, @_o. She tooketh meh to the hopstikle and we had to wait 4 FREAKIN HOURS. When I first got there they took me in within 5min but right after the doctor saw me adn asked me to soak my toe in some hydrogen peroxide, he told meh he would be back within 5min...yeah right >.>. The bastard bnever even came back. A nerse came back after I got fed up waiting for so long and I started bangin on the wall (since they were just on the other side) adn I was like "Omg....my toe...it hurts sssoooo much...! " "I think we should sue the hospital for purposly leaving an injured person for 3 and a half hours soakig her foot just to get more money from our insurance...ooowwwww...ppaaiiinnn" (but it really didn't hurt cause it was numb liike the whole time lol). They finally came in! about 5 min after i did that. But the nurse didnt look too happy. she had this look --> >.> . and i was like "Hi XD?" So by the time they got to my toe my foot was like so freakin prunny @_@ lol. All they did was wrap it and I was out. I was like ".......See mom I told you I didn't need to go to the hopstikle...I could have done that myself...you just wasted probably around..300$'s on hytrogen peroxide and a bandaide...congrats, lol" You guys wanna see a piccy?! lol. It's sso discusting. XD. It's like a white purple now with dry blood around it !


I just borrowed the game Devil May Cry from my friend....That game is the SHIT! XD. Dante is so freakin awesome XD. Buy it. Play it. Love it.


~~~here are some qiuzes bitches :D~~

You scored as asian. Yur Asian! asian 83% white 75% latino 42% black 8% Are you a different race than you think you are? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Sparda. Your very nobel and you'll fight in order to save others Sparda 88% Dante 81% Demons 50% Vergil 31% Trish 31% Darkham 6% Which Devil May Cry charater are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. agnosticism 92% Satanism 83% Buddhism 75% atheism 67% Islam 63% Paganism 50% Judaism 38% Christianity 29% Hinduism 29% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

Satainism?? :/ ? ah, no. Im not satin worshiper. But I do believe this quiz is about 100 % right as to where I stand.

You scored as Chinese. Your Chinese... jesus... Chinese 55% Japan 50% Taiwan 50% South Korean 35% Other... 30% What Asian Race are You?! created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as DAMN FOB!. you are a fob. whoo your a true asian. DAMN FOB! 90% not asian 85% IT! 60% kinda asian 55% ??? 55% wannabe asian 35% how asian are you created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Jealousy. Uh-oh, you just might have an envious streak! A remedy for that is to simply appreciate your blessings and not focus on what others have. Jealousy 65% Annoyingness 60% Close-mindedness 35% Unfriendliness 35% Self-centeredness 30% Disloyalty 25% What's your worst flaw? created with QuizFarm.com

Yeah I get really jealous when the guy I care about talks to other girls ;_; not a very good trait..I just get worried cause I dun wanna lose mah closest friend to another girl!

You scored as Japanese. Japanese! Japanese 90% Aussie 85% French 65% HongKonger 60% American 55% German 55% British 55% Taiwanese 40% Chinese 25% Singaporean 20% What will you be after reborn? created with QuizFarm.com

YESH XD

You scored as Iruka. You’re Iruka, the Ninja Academy teacher. You, my friend, are one of the kindest people there is. Sure, you can lose you temper from time to time – who wouldn’t, teaching those kids – but you have a heart of gold. You work hard and are always there when someone needs you, but you tend to worry a bit too much about those you love. Iruka 100% Rock Lee 88% TenTen 75% Genma 69% Hinata 69% Shikamaru 69% Kakashi 69% Sasuke 56% Naruto 44% Neji 38% Which Naruto ninja are you most like? created with QuizFarm.com

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Monday, April 4, 2005

   Servey XD
Quote of the moment: " heh heh. My NucL34R FiR3W4LL wor|
Mood: Aight
Listening to: Linkin Park- In the end
Reading: Naruto Vol. 17
Watching: Road Trip

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Monkey
2. Shorty
3. Perv

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Kireiaoshinari00
2. destinedvampire15
3. CmCrHcPr1

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I can draw pretty well
2. My pervy mind >D
3. Im easily amused

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Im short! X(
2. Im too nice to people who dont deserve kindness ><
3. I get jealous quite easily (I found that out like a week or two ago ><

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Zombies! 0.@
2. Those life like dolls. THEY'RE WATCHING YOU!
3. The dark. I swear i freakin saw the girl from the ring crawling up from the bed 0.o! i got all scared and turned on the Tv lol

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My daily dose of yaoi XDDD
2. Music
3. Sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A shirt
2. pajama pants with tootsie rolls on them lol
3. A black/Blue pear bead necklace

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Kagrra
2. Bad Religion
3. T.A.T.U

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Sunday Bloody Sunday- U2
2. Kakashi- Kagrra
3. Doschitaj do sta- T.A.T.U

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Hmm...learn to use photoshop
2. Earn some damn mula XO
3. Draw some more Yaoi X3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. A penis lol
2. Must be funny and have a good sense of humor XD
3. An awesome asian guy XD

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I hate Jenna, shes the devil and i shall send to back to the depts of hell with my golden spork of truth!
2. Im an expert hacker, piss me off and shit starts happenin' beyotch >D
3. I like Yaoi...Oh wait..did I say like?? I ment LOVE!

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair
2. Bum X3
3. Eyes

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Tell someone I like them. Its like brain surgery!
2. Kill someone, but I can beat them to a bloody pulp >D
3. Eat bugs...but when i was little i use to eat dirt....tastes soo good lol : P

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO THAT:
1. Threaten
2. Start a riot XD
3. Act tough

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Laughing at people
3. discust my friends with my ultra super perverted mind. I can make ANYTHING perverted, dont believe me? send me a note saying something, and just see if i cant make it into a perverted coment XD

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Read Naruto >>
2. Sleep
3. Draw

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Teacher (Sex ed, Math -6th or 7th-, kindergarden)
2. therapist (you better hope that I dont end up your therapist XD, cause there will be major slapage -im very agressive : D)
3. Computer tech (working with animation and such)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Mountains
3. Do I really need to choose a 3rd?? >< ....o well, In your closet XD, ill be watching you !

THREE KID'S NAMES: ( Names of Kids I would have? )
1. koshtian *sigh* love that name
2. demitri
3. clarise

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Kill all the racist people who think that only one race is surperior! X( We are all the same damn it! Were all HUMAN BEINGS! ><
2. Hurt animal abusers. That's so not cool, i hate ppl who abuse animals, its just sad
3. learn how to fight with awesome lingustic skills in japanese lol!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Chris lol
2. Brenda : P
3. tommeh = P


OH! adn one more thing. I know iv asked this before but...were do i go to check if iv recived commments on my art work? cause what iv been doing is going through every single one to check, and its annoying so i dont even check these things anymore. can you guys help me? also try to explain as clear as possible, step by step, cause as we all know..im stupid lol
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