Saturday, June 17, 2006

Nothing...

haha just posting something...and changing my theme yeah...Ive finally decided to make it less pink....okay...Ive decided to let pink go for a while...its starting to make me sick already yeah =_=

Hope you do love my theme though yeah XD

and since my theme is blue...I cant help myself post something I did in paint while I was bored to death yeah XD Me and my cousin were both high that night yeah. Isnt saying 'yeah' cute? XD all hail Deidara!!!


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Thursday, June 1, 2006

New Fanart

This might be the last fanart I'll be posting for a while...since schools coming and my moms leaving for US tomorrow. Well be having curfew and will be fighting with my sister and my brother for it (lol) XD then I have this whole hamlet thing...Im still going to do the book report. man it sux. then Ill have to review for the college entrance exams again. boy it so sux.

er...hehe okay..enough about that XD Hope you guys have fun~

Oh yeah...this pic was ispired by "Metamorphosis" or "Evolution" by MitsukiShiroi. Its in Fanfiction.net, Icant wait to read the latest!! weeness! XD


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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Video Games

Im soo addicted to video games right now...Im currently playing .hack (again) and Xenosaga II. but since Im done playing with my PS2, Ive decided to purchase a virtual fish (lol) called Isaniquarium. Man are my fishies cute :)

hehe, yah...Im a nature freak.

There's one time my uncle cooked some food and it was really good (called tapa), but then he said it was horse meat. I was like...omg this is a fucking horse?!?!?! they told me to just eat...but cmon, think about the horses right? T^T there are only a few horses left.......after that I continued eating...lol XD soo...

okay Im not really much of a nature freak afterall...XD but there was one time I lifted my cousin with my two hands wrapped around her neck. Man, did I lose control. I wont say why I did that...all I can remember was that Angela (my sister) and my other cousin (Bea) were cheering for me o_O anyway...

Thank you guys...just thank you...hehe ^^ I finally got my drawing uhm...thing going for a while...but it only lasted for a day but it was okay I guess. I have a new fanart (and an edited pic cause Bea told me to draw Sasori with his shirt open and that was....er...kinda weird cause she's actually praising Sasori while I was coloring him (lol) er anyway...the link to teh new fanart is down below. Another pic that I did for a fanfic "Friend or Foe" by Siy. Its actually quite awesome! yah! :)

Friend or Foe Fanfic by Siy

To the people who are going to have summer break:
Hope you guys have fun this summer~

To the people who are going to end their summer break:
I feel your pain :(


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Friday, May 19, 2006

strange
everything is
strange

I lost my passion in drawing. I have not yet started drawing or even doodling for a month and a half now...I cant even write properly...cant even type properly...I tried drawing, sketching, doodling today but all I did was stare at some blank paper and nothing came into mind.

It was like time stopped and my mind ceased. I stayed like that for an hour without letting a single scratch of line on the paper.

Im loosing it.

Ive lost my remaining patience in studying, reading. I havent started reading any of the books that was recommended...not even Hamlet. I can even think Ive lost my reason for living but unfortunately I am scared of death. Suicidal attempts for me are so hard to perform.

Damnation befalls me.

Ive lost my interest for doing the things Ive been doing all these years.

My mind is a complete wreck. Everything is in shambles. I cant think right. My mind wanders to one thought to the other and Im starting to forget things...things that I once thought would be hard to forget. Ive forgotten some of my friends name...or did I even considered them as my friends? hah...at least most of them are male.

...hah...

funny how things are working for me now...

Schools going to start in less than a month and here I am being useless tool that seemed to be discarded suddenly from Gods doll house. What a cruel headache for these thoughts.

So what now?

hah...all I can do is stare at the pictures I made weeks ago. Helpless.

Useless.

Maybe I should just sleep it off, then everything I said will go away...

hah...

Ive had enough sleep...13 hours a day...what crap...I should try drawing again today...hopefully I will get back what I lost.

no...this is not a suicidal note. Thinking of 'that' that crossed my mind made me smile.

BAH! I'll be fine...I feel better already...being a bit vulgar has its rewards...I feel like eating tomights dinner...

every thought is funny
Im starting to lose
my sanity

or maybe not...

haha...Sasuke...he's drop dead gorgeous...He looks better under a tombstone...heh...he looks sexy that way.


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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

Nope...BAH nothings up...=x=

hmmm...I cant believe Im actually studying...though I cant get myself to finish the pic Im currently working on...and the other one for my next theme...oh man...summer can be boring =_=

and...wanna know a secret...?....^^...hehe...
OMG!! KISAME HIT ME LIKE A SWIFT BULLET TRAIN!! I am so...lets say...'in-love' with Kisame AND Orochimaru as well...I mean...teh blue skin is like attraction or something...haaa...I cant believe Kisame had me crushing on him...but I mean...HIHIHI oh mehn!! he is so freaking cool when he swings Samehada like crazy yeah?! XD
ahem...anyway...

Hope you guys have fun this summer ^-^
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Nothing, Nothing, Nothing at all =_=

If teh flash isnt working...screw it XD anyway~ how are you guys? Me...Im pooped...(._.) I cant get my Naruto addiction away from me ahuu...BAH! anyway~ Im off to read more fanfics!~ (lol) ahem...oh yeah...

I'll be reviewing for our college entrance exam so my time on the comp will be halfed @A@ wa...its already halfed as it is now! XxX hopefully I wont get struck by my lazy ass sickness while studying...AND!

For those who ever got the flash playing...as promised (did I even promise something o_O) teh commands:

s = sasuke appears...O-o
i = itachi and kisame appears...o_O
` = <_<.....naruto-kun

YEP! thats just about it...the big wait is just that...heh...yeh...a freaking long loading time for such a freaking weird flash that doesnt even play right...DAMN YOU DESTRA!!! @A@...*ahem* Im tired...Im going to make a another DeiSaku pic...only...Deidara dies o-O anyway...piff...

Now Im totally pooped...(._.)
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

DeiSaku Love



yay! I finally managed my little flash pic of deisaku! XD I even added some little features to it. Sorry about Naruto's jacket ^^ I just had to change the colors for no f-ing reason huhu O.O The music is Parade by CHABA :3 You must be wondering where is naruto??....hehe try experimenting with your keyboard to make them appear...haha..yeah I know..that sux AND lame...HEY! there's Sasuke, Itachi and Kisame as well...I might post the letters (YEAH letters) and symbol on my next post...so have fun on finding out ^^

d = repeat entire song

wow...this week really had me, my sister and my cousin riled up in watching naruto O.O apparently my sister is addicted to naruto's kage bunshin no jutsu that she actually thinks of weird things...like...what will happen if babies will perform kage bunshin just like naruto AND poop and fart at the same time o_O! Then the other night she kept bugging me about some story about two gay people's love for each other that she wrote about (the two gays were my little brother and his friend...lol.) She made 3 stories with different plots about those two...=_=;

Oh yeah....I cant reply to PM's :( That has got to be the suckiest thing that had ever happened =_= my devi account hates me as well...cant open that dang account X_X

Forever in love with sasosaku, orosaku, itasaku, deisaku, sasusaku, kakasaku, narusaku, saisaku!!! YAH!!
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Yeah! Back from teh Lazy Illness and Still is! XD

Hey!! How is everybody doing? ^_^ well me...Im sooooo INTO NARUTO!! WOOHOO!!! I just got a few latter episodes of naruto (eps. 156-170) I was soo thrilled in watching them that I started watching em past midnight until sunrise then watched them again that afternoon hehehe XwX!!!



oh yeah...FANFICS ROCK!!!! thats actually the main reason why Ive been away and Im also tending to my deviant account that is...well....T_T I cant log in...hmp...I'll might be updating here for a while until my fanfic craze is done heh...akatsuki x sakura pairings are teh bom!! not to mention how cool orochimaru is (hehe) and so is Sai!! @w@! oh the sakura goodness!! hii!~ I wish sasori were to be revived (.__.) hoo...oh yeah!! haha omg...Ive been posting about the same pairings for months now hehe I mean...they are soo cute @w@

Gakuen Alice is funny as well!! My sister and I are actually waiting for episodes of Gakuen Alice to be aired everyweek in animax XD waai! cuteness!! er...*ahem* Im so into anime these past few days...theres Yakitate Japan, Mirumo de Pon, Inuyasha, Naruto, Gakuen Alice, Musumeto, Tsubasa, Detective Conan....WAAHH!!! @A@



uh...and......SASUKE IS SO FREAKING HOT!!! well...in the mangga that is...hehe he is so evil ^w^ OROCHIMARU IS HOT AS WELL!!! EEP!!
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Summer Break!!

hurrah!! finally! O_O Summer break!! HOOWEE!!! ...okay...so what now?...I have no idea what to do this summer (other than taking summer review classes o.o) wah...come to think of it...ahuu...Im going to be in my 4th year of high school wah...oh well...thats part of growing up...BUT STILL!!! X_X

...I have no idea what Im supposed to post right now...can somebody please tell my why I love Sasuke x Sakura x Itachi pairings?! @A@ Im also inlove with sakukaka, sasosaku (SasoriSakura), deisaku (DeidaraSakura), and the most disturbing...Orochimaru and Sakura!! WAAHH! I am so addicted to...fanfics XD~ *reads a whole lot of rated M fanfics* hoo! now I feel...high~ ^o^~
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

AAAHH!!!!!

I dont know why but Im having a lot of goosebumps lately @x@...aahh!! moou!! oh shoot...now Im acting all childish ha...

Anyway! Latest news! ^o^ Ive finished my little music video flash on itachi, sasuke and sakura!! Actually..Im proud of this cause this is one of the other several flash I made that I actually finished XD I dedicate this to those who like itasaku and sakusasu pairings and itasasusaku pairings as well ^_^ Hope you do like it ;x; cries...its not that much but...it will do XD

please do comment on it :3 plleaaase...I need to know more of the mistakes I made...cause Im thinking of learning how to draw the actual moves the character makes so it will look more like an animated chara XD


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