Thursday, November 8, 2007

You've got nowhere to go but up
Today i woke up on time.

i had breakfast

but didn't really watch the news.

I walked a little faster on my way to school

and didn't think about the traffic.

I listened to my music

and thought about better things.

I finished all my work in 1st hour

and didn't cry.

I didn't really see my mom yesterday.

but when i did

she pretended like everything was fine.

And things are. (i guess)

But i still dont have to acknowledge her existence.

Things will be better soon

and i'm trying to keep that in mind.

She says i can't go to my dads anymore.

That might be bad.

That was my only way out.

I'll be fine.(i hope) It's only for a little while.

Thank you for your comments.

-Detective
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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Schools a bitch but i leave knowing it's better than home so i keep going (sorry for the honesty)
Today i woke up(late)

Skipped breakfast

and the news.

i debated on if i should go to school or not.

then headed off

i walked slow.

i thought about stepping in to traffic

but didn't.

I got to school at 8:15.

I almost cried in first hour

but stopped myself.

no one noticed. (thankfully)

i dont want to go back home

but i have to.

I'll spend another day hiding in my room.

hearing my mom yell about me in the next room.


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Sunday, November 4, 2007

   I present to you Pete Wentz & Patrick Stump


My scanner is horrible.
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Friday, November 2, 2007

   PUNK ROCK MUSIC & Yearbook covers
i'm really bored but i almost have the yearbook cover completely done. maybe i can get a picture and put it on here. that would be cool. i'm pretty stressed but i'll write about that stuff sometime over the weekend. i just wanted to stop by for a sec and say hi to my um.. peeps. hi peeps. later.

-Detective
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Friday, October 19, 2007

Jesus Christ, i'm alone again. So what did you do those 3 days you were dead? Cause this problems gonna last more than the weekend...
BRAND NEW LYRICS

"Jesus Christ"

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone I could save
If they don't put me away
Well, it'll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
The night's hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone

Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.

Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?

Do I divide and pull apart?
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
And this ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you're coming in the night like a thief
(So throw your tongue in mine)
But I've had some time, oh Lord, to hone my lying technique
(I know it's so hard breathing in alone)
I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
(And you were right, I know I said you were wrong)
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up
(I always said you were wrong)
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try

I know you're coming for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we turn out hate in factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine
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it makes you think..

-Detective

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

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Cheer up emo kid(s)
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Friday, September 28, 2007

Don't ever change the way you are..ive never loved anyone more.
listening to: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by Daft Punk

currently: annoyed

Detective Responds

cassi cop: Yeah your principal seems mean. i dont think id get along with her. but yeah i think part of me actually misses porter.. just a little though. he was pretty chill for a principal.


I haven't been writing as much as i want to but theres nothing i can really do about it. I've been trying to keep myself busy.. ive been doing stupid after school things, visited s.c, almost looked for a car with my dad, went to a block party, and got my license.

.. i guess i'll start with the stupid after school stuff. Last thursday i went to this thing called Farm Stand. It was as fun as it sounds. All we did was go out to this huge garden pick things and then sell them. Last year the school started this group and they grew the veggies. I had nothing better to do. It wasn't horrible but i had to go with some weird people.
Then yesterday i stayed after school until 5:30 painting this pretty darn cool banner for my schools float in the owosso homecoming parade. The banner is 12 feet long and it says "A Knight In The Jungle" Because we are the Knights and the owosso homecoming theme is welcome to the jungle. It has a bunch of jungley stuff on it. it's really cool but it was so much work. Then today i had to make a bunch of things to put of the float. We made trees and grass and i helped some other girls with a banner. i guess i'm the most creative person in my school i was kind of in charge. I worked on that all day. I was planning on going and being in the parade but by the end of the day the teachers kind of made me mad. The floats were supposed to be all about the kids and us making it. but the teachers tried to make us do things differently. And from the protest in creek i think you know i dont like people screwing up things they say we have creative freedom over. And some other things came up like in the parade we couldn't stand on the float.. i thought that was the point. but they said it was unsafe and then they told us we cant toss candy to kids we have to hand it to them.. which i thought was a little weird too but last year some kid got a tootsie roll to the eye. ouch. I was basically just really exhausted.. i mean i had to put together a whole float in 8 ish hours. i didn't feel like walking a mile in a parade.

The visit to s.c was fun. I wish i couldve stayed longer. It was cool seeing cassi. i haven't seen her in forever. The school seems like it changed a lot from when i was there. But it might be better. i dont know.

The so called "car shopping" with my dad was just driving around. He told my mom he wanted to suprise me and take me but he didn't want to go at all. i actually had to talk him into going. Then when we drove by places he wouldn't stop and then said he couldn't find the place we were looking for so we went home. it was stupid.

The block party was really fun. It was a local band from owosso called Lifted and another called Ampliphi or something.. i dont know how they spell it but it's not normal. They were pretty good. Not a lot of people were there but by the end there was a good crowd kind of. They blocked off the street and played right in town. I went with a girl from school Brandi and her boyfriend which was stupid. Never go anywhere with a couple alone. you'll totally be a 3rd wheel no matter what. But i found some other people to hang out with and it didn't really matter because it was a concert and i was "rockin out" lol. I almost got a drumstick too... but the person next to me grabbed it.

This is super long so all i'll say about my license is i passed obviously and i got my real license in the mail yesterday. I was so nervous but i'm glad i got that over with.

Alright.. hopefully i'll write again soon.

-Detective

(i uber do too)


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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

   BEEP BEEP!
I'M A FREAKING LICENSED DRIVER!!!

WOHOO

sorry virgin eyes/ears for the freaking


-Detective


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   Hello Helicopter, will you be my friend? will you take me away?
i can't write much. i'm in yearbook class listening to some stupid lady talk about things i already know.

After school today i'm taking my final road test and if i pass i'll go get my license from s.o.s. i'm nervous but excited too.

I had to get my picture taken last hour. stupid picture day. I thought about something that made me smile though. i hope it turned out it seemed like she took it really fast. i hate how they always tell you to twist your head around and relax your shoulders when there already relaxed. i just moved mine and then she said that was good when i put them back where they were lol dumb lady.

i got the new motion city soundtrack yesterday. i like it a lot. i think there music is a little more matured now but it's got a sad feel to it and it doesn't help at all. ive been listening to it for 2 days straight. (or forward or something)

other than that. no new news. i'm sick. i had to go home early from school yesterday. my mom wouldn't even give me a ride home. grr.. i felt like crap. but i have to run class is almost over.

-Detective
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Sunday, September 9, 2007

Tick tock, you're not a clock.. You're a time bomb baby.
listening to: The Calender Hung Itself - Bright Eyes

currently: sneezing, damn it.

Detective Responds

Jecca1525: Maybe..but theyre scary luker people that dont really know me or talk to me.. they just know who i am.

redmoonchick: yeah yeah.. i'm sure id get bored enough to read my posts too and What?! you already have a new principal? What happened to Porter?

Sad news folks. I dont have a computer class. So i guess these posts wont be as frequent as i thought.
My first day of school went fine. I think it's going to be an easy year even though they put me in advanced classes. I have..
-Algebra 2
-Economicss
-Yearbook
-War & Lit
-Bio 2
-Ancient History

It's not too bad. But I dont think i even need some of the classes i'm in. I'm going to look into it.

I might get a car soon so i can get a job. i hope i do..that way even if i'm not working there long i can save up some money.
We'll see how things work out.

Other than that nothings going on. i made a stuffed animal..it's a dead rabbit. It's cute. But i have to get going. Maybe if i go to my grandparents next weekend i'll post something else.

-Detective
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