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myOtaku.com: DeViL InSiDe
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Friday, May 26, 2006
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hey guys ^^ well my eye is swollen for some apparent reason and has been for about 5 days LOL..it hurts to blink and when I bend over a whole bunch of pain goes to it and it's givin' me headaches! xD
oh yeh I'm going to Georgia with Wolfwood for two days! whoop whoop! LOL
well me and Brooke got in a fight and so Here is what we've said so far:
Nikki:
you probably don't care what I have tos ay but "someone" said I should talk out our "problems" first off I don't want to argue! I jsut wanna let out everything so we cna talk it out and if you don't care then don't even read what I have to say.
I don't like that ur going around telling people you've "created a monster"
you didn't "create " a monster, Brooke. The last day of school I jsut got tired of you pushing me around like you were my master. Everyone always asks me why I bow down to you and listen to you when you tell em what tod o and I always say I don't know. and that is the ONLY time I have argued with you and been serious about it. me being with melanie has tought me I need to stick up for myself and that meant starting with you. The onylr eason that I never argued before is because I knew if I did that you would get mad and I really really love you *like a sis, not elsbo* and I would have hated for this to happen, but I jsut got tired of it. my opinion is that you just got mad because you don't have total control over me anymore and you treated me that way because Rae treated YOU that way. but I don't know so I don't talk about you behind your back or go around saying stuff like you did. because YOU treated me that way, for some reason I began to treat Melanie that way and I didn't want to mess up our friendship ebcause of how people treated her I knew she needed a good friend. So I tried to stick up for myself to break the hbabit before I started acting like Melanie's master. the reason I think your mad because I talked back to you is because you never got upset until I did.
that's all I have to say. I would love to be friends with you again and you don't know how much I am dying to talk to you, but I want us to have an equal friendship. you should know how much this means to me because you know that normally I wouldn't be able to right something like this.
so if I get a reply, I get a reply. if I don't, I don't.
bye and write back if you care/want to
Brooke:
i AiNT GUNNA LiE 0N NUNA THiS
iMA TELL iT LYK iT iS
iF iT HURTS Y00H...iM S0RRY
Y00H NEVER HAD A PR0BLEM W// ME BEiNG [[A LiTTLE]] iN C0NTR0L 0F Y00H UNTiL Y00H TH0UGHT Y00H WERE LiL MiZZ ER'' THiNG
REMEMBER WHEN Y00H DiDNT HAVE THT MANY FRiENDS *&* Y00H WERE QUiET iN CLASS...
Y00HD BE LiKE [[iN 1ST PERi0D]]
"BR00KES MUH MASTER"
iF Y00H DiDNT WANT ME T0 BE LYK THT T0 Y00H Y00H C0ULDA//SH0ULDA SAiD S0METHiN'' i W0ULDNT HAVE G0TTEN MAD BUT WHEN Y00H JUZ SNAPPED...
i G0T PiSSED!
YUH i DiD TELL J0NATH0N i HAD CREATED A M0NSTER
MAYBE THA PART Y00H DiDNT HEAR WAS HE AGREED!
Y00H MADE ME EVEN M0RE MAD WHEN JAL0N CALLED ME FR0M MELANiES P00L PARTY *&* HE ASKED WHY i WASNT THERE
i HEARD Y00H SAY "SHE DiDNT WANAN C0ME!"
WHAT THA FUKK!!!
i G0T GR0UNDED!
i WAS ACTUALLY GUNNA C0ME BUT ME *&* SHANiSE G0T iNT0 BiG TR0UBLE WHEN WE WERE AT THA MALL W// DARi0N *&* THA 0THER SHANiCE
Y00H WERE 0VER THERE MAKiN iT SEEM LiKE i HATED HER 0R S0METHiN'' *&* "i D0NT LYK THT!"
PLUS THA WH0LE MELANiE THiNG...
UGH...
D0NT GET ME STARTED!
Y00H BLEW ME 0FF B//C 0F HER
SHE LEAVES T0 PUERT0RiC0
N0W Y00HR L0NELY
[[BESiDES BRANDi *&* MAYBE A FEW N0T AS CL0SE FRiENDS]]
*&* SiNCE Y00H BLEW 0FF Y00HR BEST FRiEND
Y00H W0NT HAVE AS MUCH FUNN F0R SUMMER BUT...
WHATEVER LETS Y00H SLEEP AT NiTE....
Well that's it so far. it's long so I'll give you the rest later.. tell me what you think and tell me the truth.
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