Monday, February 28, 2005

Ever have a day when you just don't feel like yourself? i've had pretty close to a week of it. typically, i am a pretty happy person. i like to talk, and i like to goof aroudn. but lately, it just doesn't seem worth it. it's almost like i CAN'T be me. i suppose that's a good thing cuz not many ppl obviously like ME. it's actually rather depressing.
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

there are too many things on my mind. too many emotions running through me. stuff that i cna't even talk about even if i wanted to. i guess the easiest thing to say would be that i'm just-sad.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   i just need to sleep...
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAR BEAR!!!!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   Man, i hate Valentines day..
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   so tired... i had sucha cool weekend. i met so many ppl and made a few new friends. ha! anyways. totally exhausted and ready to sleep forever...a nice way to spend the day woul dbe in bed, book, and radio.
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   pleading...
don't let it rain
don't let it rain
let me go
let me go
let me go
don't let it rain..

sometimes i hate the rain..
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   i am a little worn out right now. i've been in this computer lab for what seems like ever and i've been getting work done but it seems like i haven't even made a dent in all the stuff i gotta do. i have 3 papers, 1 of which i finished and 2 tests to study for! it's chaos! i've gotten all teh work done for when i go to tucson next weekend though so that's good. yea, i'm going again. a whole group of us are going. at least i still hope so. no one's said anything about it but i assume we're still going. either way, i am going cuz jess, my friend, wants me to meet htis guy who is her boyfriends roommate. i guess he is a lot of fun and a lot like me. i am excited. i like meeting new people. plus i get to see Will. he's this really hot guy that is really nice and he makes good fruity drinks. last time i was there, he was teh one who held my hand for 2 hours and told me that the Ex was a nutcase and blah blah blah. allt he stuff a guy tells a girl to make her smile. he was relaly sweet. i think he has a thing for loni though. oh wells.
i gotta jet.
LOVE YOU!
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Monday, January 31, 2005

Dia Griene

The daughter of the sun in ancient Scotland. She appears in a folktale in which, held captive in the Land of the Big Women, she is freed by the Cailleach, disguised as a fox, and a helpful young bumbler named Brian.


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it has been a long weekend. i did not get much sleep cuz i'm having a re-occurring nightmare again. the same one i've had since i was 19. i get spouts of it every once in a while where i dream the same dream but it seems to get worse. he keeps trying to kill me and htis time, he got really close. oh well.
my mom goes to have her kidney stone surgery on thursday. they were going to do it last thursday cuz my mom was way way way sick. mom's are funny when they are sick.
a teacher from my high school died on the first. i didn't know him cuz he left the year i started the school but all of my friends knew him and loved him and had him as a teacher. they are all sad. i can't help but be sad with them becuase i know that a life is gone, although he is in heaven, and his kids no longer have theri daddy. it mkaes me wanna cry.
so there's this hsow on tv, the foodnetwork show called iron chef. last night it was the ameri can version. ming tsai was the challenger. he reminding me of uncle aaron. i miss him so much. and hten when i start to think about him, i start to think about uncle sid. i start to think about my gramma valdez too. i wanna cry. of course this all makes me thihnk about what will hapen when mama and papa pass. life isn't going to be the same. my heart is going break. i love htem so much and i've already lost 2 uncles and i don't wanna lose my grandparents. it depresses me. i only have one set of grandparents who love me the way they do. man, i hate death..
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