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Monday, January 31, 2005
it has been a long weekend. i did not get much sleep cuz i'm having a re-occurring nightmare again. the same one i've had since i was 19. i get spouts of it every once in a while where i dream the same dream but it seems to get worse. he keeps trying to kill me and htis time, he got really close. oh well.
my mom goes to have her kidney stone surgery on thursday. they were going to do it last thursday cuz my mom was way way way sick. mom's are funny when they are sick.
a teacher from my high school died on the first. i didn't know him cuz he left the year i started the school but all of my friends knew him and loved him and had him as a teacher. they are all sad. i can't help but be sad with them becuase i know that a life is gone, although he is in heaven, and his kids no longer have theri daddy. it mkaes me wanna cry.
so there's this hsow on tv, the foodnetwork show called iron chef. last night it was the ameri can version. ming tsai was the challenger. he reminding me of uncle aaron. i miss him so much. and hten when i start to think about him, i start to think about uncle sid. i start to think about my gramma valdez too. i wanna cry. of course this all makes me thihnk about what will hapen when mama and papa pass. life isn't going to be the same. my heart is going break. i love htem so much and i've already lost 2 uncles and i don't wanna lose my grandparents. it depresses me. i only have one set of grandparents who love me the way they do. man, i hate death..
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