Monday, August 15, 2005

   Japan
Well I'm in Japan now, and I have to say its really an amazing place. Just kind of hanging out right now, but went out to Yokohoma yesterday and wandered around for about 5 hours checking out all the malls and shops. Picked up a new outfit for the clubs... it was a bit pricey but I really like the way it looks so hey no big deal. I'll be sure to post a pic of it once I get it back fromt the tailor.

Heh another thing that really suprises me is every time I see a girl or some guy walking around wearing a kimono... I mean sure I'd seen people wear them in anime and at cons, but when I got on the train and saw a few girls wearing them I was really like 0_0! Its definately awesome... I'll have to buy a few for the people back home.

Other than that, not too much going on right now, just getting ready to head back and iron up a uniform for tommorow. I'm off for the night ^^ take care all!
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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Revelations
Today alot of things were brought into focus for me, love for friends, and for the one I hold above all others, Usagi.

At any rate over the last week I've been on leave, and tommorow I catch a flight to Japan, from which I'll be long in returning from. I'll miss everyone a great deal, but ultimately it will be a grand adventure. My absence from Usagi will only cause me to appreciate her more, and my bonds of friendship shall grow stronger yet as well; or they will break under the burden of such hardship.

I'll miss you all, but I thoroughly intend to seek a source for connection shortly after arriving, so don't forget about me ^^
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

yeah
Well its pretty late, about 3 am out on the east coast... just thinking about how I'd like to be alot of other places. Listening to some H.I.M.

I keep thinking about what we're willing to do in life to make people notice and accept us. I mean take me, I spend all this money on suppliments, clothes, and just now I was looking into buying some Illegal growth hormones to increase muscle mass faster. Why? What the hell makes me thinkn I need to be any stronger, faster, better than I am now? I guess its just because I'm afraid of the world in general, maybe they'll see whats behind the mask, find out... ? I don't even know who I am, I guess thats the way of things though, you spend enough time creating an elaborate persona for yourself, and along the way you forget where you came from.

I dunno, it just seems to me that one of these days I'm going to look in the mirror and not even know who it is anymore.

At any rate, I think I'm done blathering for the night.
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