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Wednesday, October 27, 2004


   Bien of Life-oz
"The daily things
that keep us all busy
are confusing me
that's when you came to me and said
wish I could prove I love you
but does that mean I have to walk on water
when we are older you'll understand it's enough
when i say so, and maybe
some things are that simple

when you walk away
you don't hear me say
please, oh baby don't go
simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
it's hard to let it go

hold me, whatever lies beyond this morning
is a little later on
reguardless of warnings
the future doesn't scare me at all
nothing's like before.."
(Simple and Clean: Utada Hikaru)


~Things in life are so friggin good right now! i haveta say, that i have a good life, w/ awesome friends, a good family, and a loving bf, and myself is just always in good moods (dont take in account the only thing i live off of is sugar though ^_^), but life es bien mucho! ^^

I GET TO GO TO THE FAIR THIS WEEKEND W/ RAMM! @^_^@, damn i cant believe my parents let me go, but yay! ^^ and next weekend is Pilgrimage (aka a church trip to anywhere but brunswick county for 3 days) yay!

http://www.funnyjunk.com/movies/38/Office+worker+gets+really+angry/stream

/\THT IS HALIRIOUS! and me when im pissy at technology >:D

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Sunday, October 24, 2004


   Finally finding a balance...
well, so far, today was wow. lol, i got to church and my self esteem ''dropped'' 50 pts bc one, tht damn test (finally told madre and shes going to raise a riot), 2, she has no patience w/ me and driving nemore.. and 3- i am not consquently a 'dumb blonde' to ppl and am really actually smart and not this sorta fckin mask (which i sorta agree w/..lol) but yea, its the thing that my own mother says it and it hurts...but oh well, idc, ill do wht i want, my life. etc etc, teenage drama shzzt, lol

in other news! /tee/ its cold outside and the era of ''celtic remendy'' has finally awakened within me! yay! (aka when i sorta connect through nature during cold months) this is where im more content and more imaginational during the year, which is my fav. time of the year! ^^ thts y i wanna move somewhere cold so i can be contentish all the time. having a tranquility moment with nature really did help me become stress free and such and so i give my thanks to nature today.

ima lay this out straight cuz i am tired of it. i am smart, im not a dumb blonde, i CAN use my mind if u can believe it or not *sparkle sparkle* for how the hell do i get through school? and let me assure u, many other people break stuff just as much as i do, and HFS! my stuff actually gets fixed....and this mind of mine...i dont show what i really think for the thoughts are probably to deep for some and therefore, if i did tell them what went on in my 'wee little mind' all sparks of hell would break loose....lol akaka, shut the F up and dont judge me nemore ^_^ thank you.

since that is now off my chest and i am no longer a freaking mask, lets just say, I LOVE MY FRIENDS! lol yall cheer me up so damn much i couldnt get through life with out yall! heath and ze blue tongues and carla and the beach dancer! lol ty muchos! ^_^ -Keightz-

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Saturday, October 23, 2004


   Halloween partyz!
today was a cool awesome day! (except in civics..) bc of some idiotic ppl gettin caught w/ our test, and it was suppose to be a MATCHING test (which was how i studied for), did he punish the whole friggin class and make it a call out one part and remember the other part test...i gots a 47%...every1 did bad cept some got above 80...-_- end of the 9 wks. 2 so there goes my GPA...lol ah well, damn gov't. other than tht, i did gewd on me midterm in biology which cheered me up and yea. After school, Ramm picked gene and me up and we went to my house to decorate for my halloween party. a lot of people dressed up and we all danced, sang, ate fewds, did some smores, and a lot of people raved, lol. me and carla did the ''butt hump'' and then every1 was corn dawgin every1 0o lol,heath and i did ze pyroz! lol marshmellows were black..damn racist marshmellows >< , lol, got tht emo stuff and rap stuff uot for 5 minutes by listening to slipknot! RAWR ^_^, nothing wrong w/ emo, but yes, rap does suckz..lol,but overall it was awesome. ima make a mini scrap book thing of it @^_^@.

i was so friggin tired so i went to bed at 12:30 and woke up at 1, lol damnz. but last night was one of the best nights ever! ^^

my friends are the best people in the world, i love each and every one of em' bc they r each different, caring, and awesome to hang out w/! im glad to know i can live the best years of my life to the fullest w/ these people :)!

Ramm, is it possible for me to keep falling more in love with you when i thought there was a limit to love? my god i love you so friggin much! ^_^, you stole my heart...theif, lol jk jk. you are one of the bestest things that has ever happened to me, and im never ever gonna let you go! MWHA! luv yas w/ all my heart ^^


"Go on and close the curtains
Cause all we need is candlelight
You and me and a bottle of wine
Going to hold you tonight

Well we know i'm going away
And how i wish...wish it weren't so
So take this wine and drink with me
Let's delay our misery

Chorus:
Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow i'll be gone

There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away...it's true
It ain't easy to say goodbye
Darling please don't start to cry
'cause girl you know i've got to go
Lord i wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow i'll be gone

Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that i....that i could stay
Girl you know i've got to go
Lord i wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow i'll be gone.." (Eagle Eye Cherry:Save Tonight)



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Wednesday, October 20, 2004


   99 red balloons- Nena @^.^@
You and I in a little toy shop
buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one, they were gone
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message, "Something's out there"
Floating in the summer sky
99 red balloons go by.

99 red balloons floating in the summer sky
Panic bells, it's red alert
There's something here from somewhere else
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye
Focusing it on the sky
Where 99 red balloons go by.

99 Decision Street, 99 ministers meet
To worry, worry, super-scurry
Call the troops out in a hurry
This is what we've waited for
This is it boys, this is war
The president is on the line
As 99 red balloons go by.

99 Knights of the air
ride super-high-tech jet fighters
Everyone's a Silverhero
Everyone's a Captain Kirk
With orders to identify
To clarify and classify
Scramble in the summer sky
As 99 red balloons go by.

As 99 red balloons go by.

99 dreams I have had
In every one a red balloon
It's all over and I'm standin' pretty
In this dust that was a city
If I could find a souvenier
Just to prove the world was here...
And here is a red balloon
I think of you and let it go.

"

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004


   random thoughts
This is the time where you haveta stomp your foot down and make yourself listen to reality...not what's to come in the future or what happened in the past...rawr......if i could only start to even imagine...a knot in my stomache everytime i think about it...welching my head dry of tears....needing to stop thinking like that...but its out there, infront of me, needing to realize it...no more need for tears, only need now for logical answers.


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Monday, October 18, 2004


   life es bien! 8)
mondays suck, lol but this monday went by quite fast! thank god...did a lot of stuff in school, had no homework 2nite, no extra cirrcular activities, nor stress! /baffled tht she said tht/ had a debate on acouple of things online 2nite about bush being an idiot, theories with religion, etc. lol i got 'poeticalish'. so today was a pretty good, sorta laid back day!

~funny moment~
jewish boy-> PKU gives u a smaller head....and it is common in irish
KT-> which one?? o0
Jewish boy-> SO THTS WHY THERE IS SO LIL' IRISH PEOPLE LEFT!

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Sunday, October 17, 2004


   Prepare yourself for a long arse entry...
THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS

Part I: Anger
1. Who did you last get angry with? La Madre! i get about 5 arguements w/ her everyday...but i luve her^_^

2. What is your weapon of choice? OHHHH YAY! hmm...flamethrower...sword...powahz to destroy ze people of earth...whips....whips heh

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? fck yea..do that now

4. How about of the same sex? YEA! god, people mess w/ me, ill beat em'...lol

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? err, madre? but other than that../has no clue/ probably some1 though, lol

6. What is your pet peeve? people who dont give a flying shit about others' feelings...oh and people who contiously annoy me >< RAWR.

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i can usually 4get about a lil' petty argument w/in a day, but if its something ..bleh...a week at the latest

Part II: Sloth
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? errrrrrr sleep or eat...or both, lol

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 3 in ze afternoons!

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: cruise buddeh greg, lol, Natasha (srry bout tht btw :/), Gene, and Katrina.. damn ima bad person, lol

4. What is the last lame excuse you made? LOL basically every excuse ive made is lame, but the last one was 'i cant play soccer anymore cuz im to old.."

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? ...sure?

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? Yesterday when i played a socca game against barbies...and then today i haveta walk 3 miles for ze crop walk

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? well i didnt use it 2day..but on school days i hit it exactly 5-6 times :3

Part III: Gluttony
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? DEW! it should be free..lol

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? white!!!!! /is not racist/

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? lol errr, once i had 2 shots of vodka, and then i drank 3/4 of bahama mama..so there? lol

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nope, i tried to stay off chocolate for 2 days...tht didnt last

5. Do you have an issue with your weight? nah not really...geeze, all these friggin people think im anoerxic so wtf.

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? SWEEEEEEEEETZ! i lurve candy!!! @^_^@

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? lol housepet, lol my cat..chinese >:D

Part IV: Lust
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? err none?

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? none, if i did, it would have been changing in gym class, but hell i dont rmb..

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? when i was drunk >D, lol nah nah jk, neverz

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? ohh, probably eyes, bc im one of those 'dreamers' and stare off in2 ze eyes, and and idk y, but hands, just cuz they r...sexah. lol

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? duh. pimps everywhere! lol jk, neverz

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? nope, not having any sex till marriage

Part V: Greed
1. How many credit cards do you own? sadly none...:/ /poor/

2. What's your guilty pleasure store(s)? hot topic, goodyz, sears, bath and beyond cuz they got cool smelly stuff @.@

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? use some for college funds, give some to my family, buy a better car, lol, move to carribean beach or something, then probably put it away...selfish i kno, but im telling the truth here..every1 else would spend it the sammmmmme way probably..

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? not famous...a chance u'll end up like martha stewart 0.o, but rich si si! ^^

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? hell yea, i'd do nething for money,...cept anything 'physical' lol

6. Have you ever stolen anything? i think i once stole a 3 muskateers' bar when i was like 7...i dont think ive taken nething else..

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? lol damn, probably like near 500z or something, COME AND GET ME RIAA >:D

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? broke up a fight on the soccer field bc people were being stupid..err and my grades. lol

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? probably following my instincts and school

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? to travel the world and see as many places as possible

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? hell, 2nd place is something, rock on

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? this art show once, i was against 9 year olds...i lost. -_-

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? in middle school, i'd freak out if i didnt kno the answer and do ze lil' look o'er ze shoulders ^^

7. What did you do today that you're proud of? knowing im going to go walk 3 miles for hungry peoplez...ima hungry at the end of it..lol

Part VII: Envy
1. What feature of your friends would you most want to have for your own? show my true self instead of covering it up just to make people stay happy..

2. Are you jealous of any one in your family? Crystal. i envy how she knows every single damn person in brunswick county, new haneover county, and NYC....plus her grades i always feel in compeition

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? no1, i am my own person

4. Have you ever been cheated on? hell if i kno...perhaps, some relationships in the past PROBABLY..*coughs*

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? this damn color of hair ><

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? be less shy infront of large crowds

7. What do you want, but know you will never have? money. lol

THE SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES

Part I: Faith
1. What religion do you follow? i guess christian..but sometimes i just follow my own thoughts to lead me in faith

2. What religion were you raised as? methodist

3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human

4. Do you believe in magic? hell yea, if magic wasnt in this world...then imagination wouldnt exist.

5. What was the last promise you broke? told some1 i'd pay em' bak for my drink..srry jessica, lol

6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? err yeeea cuz i sorta dozed off and 4got wht was going on :/ im so going to hell..lol

7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? heck no....if any1 was perfect, than...they'd just be...perfect. lol

Part II: Hope
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? man, all i want is money. did i get it? no..i got sox -_-

2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? To travel, get a high paying career after graduating college, and getting married :) but no kids yet

3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yeeea, lol some1 once said that we might win a soccer game, and i really really wanted to beat em', and i thought we would..we lost like 6-0, lol

4. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? yea...lost.

5. Do you gamble? lol i make bets, i still owe brian 20 bux..

6. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? heck idk

Part III: Charity
1. What causes do you support? ohh geeze...free will, err, tht covers everything, lol

2. What causes have you given money or time to? charity stuff...youth group stuff..etc

3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? yea, back in the past

4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? to tell ya ze truth..not really

5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? i havent actually seen a homeless person, and if i had, i dotn recall, lol i have a bad memory

6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? yeeeeea, sister counts 2, but she be familyz

7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i guess i sorta turned my friends' choice of suicide around acouple of times...oh and i helped em' get unlost if they wree lost in stores or somtehing, lol

Part IV: Fortitude
1. What are you most afraid of? spiders....

2. What did you do today that was really brave? Save the world from raptors! lol that was last night in me dream ^_^

3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Raven off of teen titans! @^_^@

4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? depending on who it is...family def. and maybe only like 2-3 people other than family

5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? more courage def.

6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? lol yea once, i was doing the talent show in 9th grade and i sorta almost tripped out there and i sorta was like shzzt..

7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? leader! man, i follow my own thoughts, no1 elses..

Part V: Justice
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope, and if i ever do..ktz gonna be sick a lot :D

2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would you find away out of it? ITS SHIT...wtf happened to free will? i'd be one of the people protesting about it...i aitn going to die for no fckin reason...hell no. esp. not for this gay arse president, lil' bitch...both of em', take us over there to kill some muslims just cuz they r like ARGH YALL R TAKIN OVER OUR COUNTRY...wouldnt blame em' either..

3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? depends on how bad that person is..

4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? dubya?..

5. What was your favorite media circus trial? lol errr never seen one

6. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? LOl yea, whenever bill clinton was in office, i wrote him a letter saying, make people stop cutting down trees! and he said..do good in school. -_-

Part VI: Temperence
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? naps.

2. Do you collect anything? STUFFED ANIMALS!! and errr pix

3. Are you addicted to anything? no drugs...ima ddicted to chocolate and caffeine

4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? aye, layaway cuz im lazeh to carry it round

5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? i whine for money from madre...it works ^^

6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: destroyed pathie ><><

7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? yeeea, lol i guess i get a bit obsessed w/ sleep or having some1 to always hang out w/

Part VII: Prudence

1. Who is the wisest person you know? my mommmyz

2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? errr

3. Do you take advice when it's given? i usually compare it to my own and then decide wht to do

4. What area are you wisest in? writing, theories, friends, relationships, naturez

5. Do you drive defensively? lol sorta

6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? nope, ima virgin

7. What did you learn today? that ima late for the crop walk -_-

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Saturday, October 16, 2004


   happy days :)
well i woke up to a groovy awesome friday ^__^ TGIF! it would be awesome if i had a 3 day weekend though..but hell at least it is the weekend and this coming week is the end of the 1st 9 weeks at school :/. i got to school and we only had 50 min. classes due to homecoming...thank god. lol i have discovered that i have a variety of friends, lol literally. but i lurve them =^.^=. afterwards, i went home and ramm came by ( :) ) we hung out and then went to ze homecoming game! THIS IS HISTORY, SBHS WON A FOOTBALL GAME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 15 YEARS 0_0. lol yeeea. my friend kelsie got sophomore homecoming queen for our class! good job gal! after finding rides for ppl and getting lost and dazed from knockign pplz drinks under the bleachers (teeee), did we decide to go home. Ramm took me and heathz home, ramm is a good yet scary driver 0.o. while at ze house, we watched funnyshit videos and stuff like strawberries, and animal sex (my eyes burnt), lol etc. and then heather molested people online under my name, lol. while i was dreaming, i had a scary dream that i was being chased by raptors and they were trying to eat me and then i threw 'september at them' (dont ask..) and then after i ran away from that world...ramm broke up w/ me :(((. lol i dont like dreams nemore...lol im either dying, getting eaten by something or someone, and /or being sad. BAH HUMBUG><. i have a soccer game 2day -_-.../dies/ im tired. dont wanna do it. ahah then im going to play flashlight tag at charli'z and probably break somethign again this year...lol traditions r traditions!

I love u ramm more than anything! u r my one and only and i am nevah lettin' yousa goes! ^_^ MWHHHHHHHHHA! (/wins/)


-KeighTz-

btw, go to this, its short and inspiring! ^^ ->
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/demented.php

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


   Disappointment
idk wht to think, maybe its mood swings 0.o but while i was walking back from lunch...aka my ''contemplating time at school'', i thought, time passes by so fast, that everything is fake, there are no real people, no real emotions, no real scenes, no real days, its just a passage in time that goes on forever without stopping, but it lets humans stop for good if it wants, but that doesnt matter because other humans go on...i guess im saying is, what is life but an unreal ticking clock of repetition?

I never felt so empty as i did today...it just felt like, i could fall over and i would be another speed bump in this highway of life, other will haveta go over me and go on w/ going down the highway...nothing matters, nada.

im concerned, i havent been eating right...idk y either, i want to eat, and like today, i ate 1/4 of a huge bowl of tomatoe soup w/ bread...twas my supper. i had to force it down my throat...maybe stress is causing it, or maybe im just thinking to much, or its in my head, but im just getting into really bad eating habits...

(ps to all the foolish people out there, IM NOT ANOREXIC..one more of u start something like tht shzt and i will fckin cuse u out...gdit.)

wow, bush and kerry both dissing each other, not giving a shit bout ne1s' future, lol USA rox! XD

~I'm seeing red....dont think you have to see my face again...i have no time for sympathy, cuz it never happened to me..~

~keightz

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