Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   Friend survey! :D
Which one of your friends is most likely to:

1.Fall in love: Carla
2.Become a Wall Street stock exchanger: Emily
3.Become a doctor: Courtney
4.Become a stripper: Kara (:P) lol
5.Be seen in "Girls Gone Wild": dk..
6.Become a singer: Kelsie
7.Become a dancer: Kaylen
8.Become an actress: Beth
9.Win on Survivor (and why): Caley, just cuz she seems like she could survive in ze open
10.Be the first voted off on Survivor (and why): jenn, err, she hates ppl/
11.Become a computer nerd: 3/4 of my friends (/i/) r
12.Make billions of dollars by selling overpriced water to people in the desert: Heath!, lol her and her evil wayz
13.Become a druggie: Holly
14.Become an alcoholic: Zara
15.Be seen on America's Most Wanted: BRIAN.
14.Become the creator of a sleazy reality show: trey..
15.To become gay: lol once again inside joke..lol no1 no1..
16.Be on Jenny Jones: wha? sounds like a soap opera...so probably 1/2 the group.
17.Host a show similar to Jerry Springer or Jenny Jones: Tyler, lol neo nazi.
18.Be on welfare: heck idk
19.Get married first: ahh, defiantly carla or kelsie
20.Never get married: probably holly or jewish boy, unless he found jewish girl @.@
21.Have a perfect husband, a minivan, 3 kids, and a big house: exclude the 3 kids, and replace the mini-van w/ a dodge red viper, and tht'll be me ^_^
22.Have 5 kids by different fathers: geeze...lol most of my friends hate kids, and if they do have kids, be from the same dude..hopefully.
23.Marry a millionare: kara
24.Marry a nerd: tim, i guess
25.Marry a hockey/football/baseball player:Mallory, cuz the guy sounds athelticish
26.Marry someone they met in a bar:lol my sister found her ex-bf in a bar...
27.Never marry: holly, or zara
28.Divorce more than once: robbie...
29.Become a housewife: probably carla just cuz she wants kids, or kristen
30.Become an avid coffee drinker: Gene
31.Become a raver: Mikey!
32.Become a police officer: MARC!
33.Fail high school: Jason T, srry but u skipped like 2 wks. lol
34.Never learn how to cook and/or use a washing machine: lol thts so me...
35.Become a comedian: Ramm, or Gene
36.Be a good mother: Patricia
37.Live in the same city they were born in: Gene, or heath just cuz her familys' been down here for generations
38.Move to California: defiantly caley or KC
39.Move to New York: emily
40.Move to Hollywood: look above/\
41.Move to a southern state: trey cuz of mississippi state college
42.Become a farmer: lol thompson
43.Become a hairdresser: kara
44.Become a sports star: Brian or Mallory or mikey
45.Be a vegetarian: my mommy is ^^ but probably carla
46.Wear only black: me! mwha! lol heather, holly, ramm, freshman buddy->richard
47.Be the center of attention everywhere:probably carla or corey
48.Succeed in life only because of looks: hmm, most of my friends r smart, so looks dont really count.
49.Be forever labelled as a "dumb blonde": psh, ppl suck, probably me -_-
50.Succeed in life: Michelle or tim
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Monday, October 4, 2004

'punk' -_-
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   Past is gone, Future is a mystery, Present is now
"..for the day may come where you got something to lose,
and just when you think you're done paying dues.
And you say to youreself,"Dear God what have I done?"
And hope it's not to late cause tomorrow may never come.
Reach for the sky because tomorrow may never come.." (Social Distortion)

~ I love that song! it's SOO true, you don't know what the future will bring, so why sit around and worry about it? and the past has come and gone, so why sit around and mourn for it? Live The Present.~


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Saturday, October 2, 2004

   damn im bored...another survey! lol
You...
--->Name On Birth Certificate? Katie-Leigh Virginia Lubinsky
--->Nicknames? KT, KeighTz, Teddy, Katie-lu, Lubin, CS, piggy
--->Any other names you might have? err wht r there other than ure real name and nicknames? lol
--->Would you change your name? oh yea
--->If So, what would you change it to? Iris or Cloe
--->Where do you live? abyss..lol jk, NC
--->Where have you lived? NC...Oak Island...woot, big move from there to BSL
--->Where would you like to live? Ireland!!!!!!
--->Where are you glad you don't live? ne place hott...i hate heat
--->Hobbi's? sleep, writing, contemplating, hanging w/ me budz, sleep, soccer, piano, more sleep, lol
--->Hidden Talents? YOSHI! ^_^, and i guess thinking outside the box
--->Do you think you're attractive? ehh muh...
--->Do others find you attractive? well, i think i kno one who does
--->What do you think is your best feature? personality, being different
--->What do others think is your best feature? weirdiness
--->What do you think is your worst feature? pesstimistic sometimes
--->What do others think is your worst feature? lol probably hate me in general, but overall probably cuz im an annoying lil' hermit^^
--->Do you like your personallity? ima guessin
--->Do others like your personallity? from wht ive heard...
--->Do you think your funny? i guess...hell i make myself chuckle once in a while..must be the dew
--->Do others think you funny? lol i can make tht frown on ure face turn upside down! >:D tht sounds wrong in so many ways...lol
--->Do you like your family? yea, they r funneh
--->Do they like you? of course! y the heck did they have me....unless it was an accident..oh god..lol jk

have you ever...
--->Had a serious illness? err, well, passed out from peanut butter allergy once? heh
--->Been happy about someones death? heck no!!!
--->Killed an animal? killed mucho bugs, and i almost hit a squirrel w/ my arrow from my archory set and i almost hit one while driving
--->Masterbated? well dur, lolol jk jk, nah
--->Had sex? nope, not going to either till marriage
--->Been sexually attracted to a cartoon character? ^_^""
--->Caused a riot? CONGREGATIONAL STAIR WAY PPL!!!
--->Taken part in a riot? err...congregational stairway powah?
--->Eaten a bug? lol when i was 4...i ate ants, then one bit my tongue and i never ate one again
--->Been on stage? aye, read some poems, did a play couples of timez
--->Joined a gang? DDD count?
--->Been mentally disturbed? well this IS me we're talkin bout...
--->Smoked?nope
--->Drank? aye...vodka is pretty good, but i wouldnt get addicted to it
--->Stolen? i stole virginities! lol not literally, tis a very odd game, lol
--->Used someone? sorta...felt bad afterwards....not really. lol
--->Wished to die? yup...
--->Streaked? HEY! is there nething wrong w/ tht now?!, nah jk jk, never done it
--->Questioned God's existence? oh yea....a lot of the time, but after some events tht have happened, im starting to believe again
--->Stalked someone online? YEA! christian single chat rooms!
--->Had a sexual fantasy? lol err, lol >:D """no"""
--->Taken pills? advilz?

For a billion dollars would you...
--->Kill your parents? noo!!!
--->Eat an ant farm? hell yea
--->Have same gender sex? well for a billion dollars...
--->Kill your best friend? shit no
--->Hold up a convenience store? well, i'd be outta luck cuz if i did tht, then i'd be in jail w/out ze billion
--->Shoot yourself in the leg? pain is limited ^_^
--->Eat another person? this is a billion dollars we're talkin bout...hell yea..lol canabalism!
--->Jump off a three story building? is there a tree tht i can fall in?
--->Walk naked in a mall? err, well for tht much mula yea, but i hope i dotn lose nething...0.o
--->Shave your head? YEA BABBII, I'D DO THT FOR 100 BUX!
--->Drink human blood? lol well whenever i get a cut in my mouth i suck tht, dont c the difference..
--->Box with a kangaroo? KANGAROOOOOO, i'd give it a hug first then box it! ^_^
--->Kill the president? lol yea...
--->Slap an old person? LOL tht sounds funneh, sure!
--->Eat your own vommit? money is gewd for u and me, yes indeedy
--->Eat a booger? dur? this is a fckin billion dollas
--->Strip for Osama Bin Laden? this is where stuff crosses the line.

Out of my friends, who is the...
--->Loudest? Broiles
--->Quietest? Jenn (dont hurt me:/)
--->Smartest? Tim
--->Dumbest? Broiles again
--->Cutest? guy-rammie girl-kelsie
--->Uglyest? lol marc...lol jk nah, they r all beautiful! @! . !@
--->Funniest? Heather, Mallory!
--->Dullest? err, all of them r weird and undull...0.o
--->Skinniest? JEW BOY! oh and alex
--->Fattest? graham...
--->Most Fashionable? Zarah/kara
--->Least Fashionable? err who cares?
--->Most Opptimistic? Carla
--->Most Pessimistic? Holly (i guess)
--->Cries Most? Kristin i guess
--->Cries Least? Gene, i guess, lol
--->Most Trustworthy? Ramm,heather, carla
--->Least Trustworthy? idk..cant say
--->Most Honest? ramm, heath, carla, lol
--->Least Honest? gene...lol jk
--->Best for advice? Carla probably
--->Worst for advice? ME! lol nah
--->Most likely to become gay? lolol /snickers/ inside joke.. no1, no1
--->Most likey to become famous? probably in acting-> beth, singing->kelsie or ari, being smart-> tim or michelle, or kristen
--->Most likely to become a serial killer? LOL heath or Jason Thompson
--->Most likely to commit suicied? err, holly i guess...
--->Most likey to go mentally insane? me...
--->Most likely to pose for playboy? kara! :P lol jk
--->Most likey to become a saint? Carla or TREY!
--->Most likely to become president? Keith!
--->Who would you trust with your life? Heath or ramm

My Favorite...
--->Letter? Z!
--->Color? black or dark purple
--->Number? 4

--->Word? Munkehz
--->Movie? LOTR
--->Rapper? *COUGHS* rap is crap
--->Pop group? dj sammy? lol err is tht pop or techno or w/e?
--->Rock band? oh geeze, Goo Goo Dolls, Ever clear, Smashing Pumpkins, The Postal Service (emo)
--->Shape? PARALLELOGRAM
--->Person? orlando bloom ^_^
--->Relative? Crystal (sis)
--->Old Song? Free Fallin-tom petty
--->New Song? Chevelle-vitamen R
--->CD? My burnt cd entitled-> Teh Shzztz!
--->T.v Show? Inu Yasha!
--->Movie Soundtrack? LOTR
--->Channel? Fuse
--->Parent? both cool...both odd
--->Resterant? chilis or dominoes...yes dominoes...lol
--->Drink? MT DEW! DDD!
--->Food? cookies and nachos plz
--->Snack? nachos and dew!
--->Season? winter!
--->Sport? SOCCA!
--->Smell? lol curve ^_^

Last person you...
--->kissed? Ramm
--->Hugged? Ramm
--->Licked? lolol ramm
--->Ate? 0.o ate, lol no1
--->Cursed out? broiles
--->Intensionally hurt? Ramm, or broiles i 4got
--->Punched? broiles
--->Loved? all me friends!
--->Killed? damn..who was it this week...
--->Danced with? carla!!!
--->Liked? ramm, still do, lol
--->Stalked? Foot boyeh aka connor
--->Hated? robbie, shannon, both
--->Gave the finger to? brandon..
--->Cried with? my poetry book...not a person, but sorta like my thoughtsmy own concious
--->Fought with? mother
--->Talked with? Ramm
--->Laughed with? Ramm, lol damn ramms' gettin all the damn answers
--->Made bleed? LOL ramm, geezus!(srry bout tht btw, lol)
--->Cuddled with? ramm
--->Ate with? mom/dad/aunt
--->Hung out with? RAMM!(all i see is Ramm, lolol i hung out w/ him like wht? 5 hrs. ago)
--->Sung with? Mallory, or some1 else


~WOW this survey was quite random! lol~
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Friday, October 1, 2004

   I will buy you a new life -> Everclear
Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more when I get paid again
I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare Christmas
I know we will never look back
You say you wake up crying
Yes and you don't know why
You get up and you go lay down inside my baby's room
I guess i'm doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks that I am really alive

I will buy you a garden where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car, perfect shiny and new
I will buy you that big house way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy
They might think you're happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They can't make you laugh
No they can't make you feel the way that I do
I know we can never look back
Will you please let me stay the night
No one will ever know
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Thursday, September 30, 2004

   a bit odd
idk wht it is, but me, jenn, and heather (thts all the ppl i kno of for now :/) have all had the same thoughts l8tly....bout just running away and finding a new world...oh yea, running away in brunswick county....smartttt idea -_-...lol maybe i should just take a very long road trip w/ acouple of my budz and just 4get bout this place.../shrugs/ hell life is short enough as it is, im not going to wait around and do jack squat, /sighs/ maybe my mind is just odd...lol well dur. but yea, things have been getting better, probably bc its friday 2morrow and such.
things r too repetitive down here -_- always the same ol' shzzt...i hate it. ah well, only like 2 1/2 more yrs. right? yay! ^^
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

   ...feelin unexplorative
wow i dont even kno wht to say in this post...just felt like putting one in here w/ my confusion attached to it. lol..

just feels like.....RAWR :'(
~i feel trapped, idk I JUST WANNA C THE WORLD SO FRIGGIN BAD! ><~

and my dad and mom now want me to go to UNCW (most localist college) and live at home w/ them! NO NO! i dont want to go to UNCW...i want out of this county.i want to go to UNCA or nething other than UNCW or other colleges close to home..i just want to get some money and travel the world....i want a new life i guess...
I want a chance to go and explore the world, bc i mean like this song says -> "Reach for the sky because tomorrow may never come."
I dont want tomorrow not to come know tht all ive seen in the world is this pitiful county only w/ pines and its sand..lol..true though.
Maybe im thinking this way cuz i sorta havent been in my ''imagination'' state of mind lately? :/ this is not good...getting stuck in reality is a big fear of mine....

I just need to see different worlds, i just want to feel untrapt and just GO, i want a new life...full of travel and unprediction

"There's a place I dream about..where the sunday fog goes out..and the sky is deep in blue, wont u take me there w/ u?.." (Ivy)


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