Saturday, July 17, 2004

   the wow day
today was very wow. i got up l8t for the yard sale, got there still, made about 40ish buxs then met a new friend! wootz. l8r on, him and i went in2 town and meet up w/ other ppls. one being a crush of mine. ive learned NEVER to trust me driving in the passanger seat of a car...lol. we walked around, 'hershey kisses', then went home. my parents r paranoid i haveta say. hell i aint never having kids, to much responsiablity. i just wanna get married i guess then go travel the world. WEEE i have a dream. well i actual got 2day off! *surprise surprise* cept tomorrows' gonna be my RAWR again at tht shzzt hole...ah well, mula! MWHA! well Inu yasha is almost on so ima go and catch it! l8ts -ktz-
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wht anime beauty r u?

Dark Beauty! You're mysterious and a riddle for
everyone, and that's exactlly what people
attract to you. You often wear a cold mask to
not show that deep inside your soul is as
pretty as your looks.


What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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Dragonflies' Vision (another poem written by me)
I wrote this poem on account of the emotion i was having yesterday. i saw an image from heaven, it had to be bc it was just so beautiful. so i wrote this poem about tht, and the emotion i was having. So tell me wht u think of it plz!

Dragonflies' Vision
-Katie-Lu-

I went under and saw,
a place of brillant heavens.
A fantasy image hidden below,
below the realm of reality.

I wished to stay under forever,
and contiously sink deeper and deeper.
But all the while--
Kept my gaze locked on the water colored picture.

"It was so mythical..",
So the words of a child would say.
Different patterns, as if a liquid mirror,
aqua blue with the suns' lips wavering about.

As i fell in, I never could cry,
but opening the shield, I saw another world.
And my tears danced with its' twins,
Oh, how much would I have given to be immortal right then and there.

Death passed me by,
All i cared was to breath a new atmosphere.
All of my feelings accumlated,
I let out a grin, of rare happiness.

I touched the bottom,
like a dancer who gently touches the stages' palm.
Bubbles acted as if different universes,
I lookedi nto heavens' eyes.

Yet, reality grapsed my arm,
burnt it and left a scar.
I emerged from that paradise,
and blinked my eyes in confusion.

I shall never forget the sound of nothing,
the feeling of true freedom.
Like a dragonfly,
Cheerful, magical, and flies a path to heaven.

Like a dragonfly,
living in a different world--
that world of which I have unlocked.
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   This is for the 16th btw....the day tht i sorta let out some emotions..
well, today was odd. DRAMA *cough* holeh cow, whomever invented drama...can die...ne cheers 2 tht? lol

well i went in the pool got some sun (b4 the friggin clouds came) and got bit by some bugs...bloodeh demons. got out and went to work. made some tip money...had to wash tables ALL FRIGGIN NITE again. racists discrimnators...i swear. but this is when my emotions started to become...'uncontrollableish'.

lets just say, the trigger for it was one of my friends was gonna do something bad to try to be happy...i did not like this at all..:/ not at all. in fact, ...*embrassed* i started to cry...AT WORK at all places...but i held it in, cuz i hate crying, hell i hate showing emotion other than being cheerful infront of ne1. i got home and i wrote a poem(upper bove this ^^) well i avoiding the AIMs 2nite, which helped a lot! then it was as if i had no friends wht so ever, but we wont get in2 tht bc there was to much drama....tht mood past over quickly cuz i talked to my friend who was gonna do the bad thing and he decided not to take it,, friggin made me happy lemme tell ya! lol still didnt cry though, i swear i think im dried up (which is fine w/ me, but somtimes it sux..) but i have really good friends and to never 4get tht even if every1 is either sad/depressed/wanna kill somebody/etc. tht the number one rule in life is to watch out for ureself first. (/is not being selfish). true though. ahh w/e, lol. well i got over the confusing emotion thing tht nite. and my advice to all is this ~*Love is a strong word, if u get over somebody, u were never in love, but of course each relationship we r in, will always leave a scar or a dent on our hearts, but we can live through tht, a broken heart would kill u now wouldnt it, and r u not still breathing and walking w/ strength?*~ l8tz -ktz-

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

   confused
well, 2day started out pretty good. got in the pool got some tan...almost drowned, lol. went to work, broke my arse again...lol. got home. then ba-da-bing, ba-da-boom, *surprise* DRAMA HITS ME IN THE FACE! again. lol. so i havent cried in a looong while, but thankfully tears have came out,...took long enough! i thought they dried up or some junk, lol. well i needed to let them out, i feel 'free-erish' now. but i mean, y do ppl just like to make others feel worried/depressed by doing somthing tht will make them hurt or just plain out look stupid? *sighs* i havente been this confused in a loong while...attention is nice yes, but i mean, to just desire it this bad is just...depressing. i need some advice, so leave some if ya wanna! tx -ktz-
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

   The heather/kt day of domination at the mall!
this is for the 12th actual... lol srry i havent been adding the posties l8tly!

well i went to a the mall 2day to see one of my bestest friends, heather. we picked her up and i havent seen her in a month or so on account of her transformation in mexi country :/. so we went and went around shopping, met up w/ a friend, then...came the Nasty Astrology book...lets just say, if ure a scorpio- u r ruff/tough/HANDCUFFSing it in ure sex life....lol IM me on AIM for me info. if ure interested! well then came the elvators/elscaltor bit. Heathers attempt to go up a down elscalotor was priceless!!! we went in an elvator 20 times, the best way to scare some1 in an elvator is to say, "damn i hope this thing doesnt get stuck again..." lol it worked. well after tht we went by Chilis (bestest restruant in the wrldz!) then home. boy oh boy would u look at all the drama! i hate drama... lol well shit happened and so my new quote- when life sucks, kick it in the nuts!- woohoo. well l8tz -ktz-

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

   Wild Nightahs!
well, this is for JULY 10TH. since i didnt go to the Shinedown concert (which i heard was awesome) i went over to my friend, karas' house. lets just say. it was wild. we snuck out and went skinny dipping at the pool. and we had some ppl over, annd yea. lol. im not gonna say wht all happened on here, just b/c. but it was probably as fun as the concert *shrugs* ima go the kittie one July 30th w/ heather and tricia (if she can go, lol). so i didnt go to bed till like 5 and stuff. but last night was pretty awesome! made me feel like a teenager-er! lol. -ktz-
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Saturday, July 10, 2004

Loveless Winter (poem/song written by me)
Loveless Winter
-katie-Lu-

Please don't cry in your sleep,
Oh love, I care for you to deep.
I'd love you even if the world collasped,
For you to seek my heart, you don't even need a map.

Look me in the eye and say,
"Oh winter must've came today."
Because I act as if--
--As if, I hate you, yet-everything is a myth.

If I could, I would grab your arm and tell you,
Tell you everything from the sky to my overrated soul.
You need to set me free...
Free...free..for you behold the key.

I can't breath, to much water,
I no longer see, the blur is becoming darker.

Look me in the eye and say,
"Oh winter must've came today."
Because i act as if--
-As if, I hate you, yet--everything is a myth.

Muted shadows, surronded by a blinded heart,
Hard to say how life is while rotting in the dark.
It's strange...you see, I can't seem to cry anymore,
Maybe, just maybe, it's because i am to sore.

Look into my eyes and say,
"Oh winter must've came today."
Because I act as if--
-As if, I hate you, yet-everything is a myth.

Here comes the last key,
this is where I'll walk away from this burnt up tree.
Yeah...I'll try to keep walking,
but the grass hurts..and the wind stings.

Yeah...I'll try to keep walking,
but the grass hurts..and the wind stings.

A loveless winters' snowman,
sat ontop of this barren land.
A loveless winters' snowman,
Counting my lovless tears..drop upon the sand.


Your an Outcast Angel! These angels were once upon
a time, very loved, and of the highest ranks of
all the angels. But, when something terrible
happened in their lives, much like the
dark-angels, the outcats leave the heavens and
move down to earth. Out cats angel are not
nessearily evil. In fact, they are quite kind,
but filled with greif and guilt unimaginable.
Outcast angels are usually formed when they
have failed something, and ridden with guilt,
they are banned out of heaven, sent down to
earth, and live alone. They are always quite
and sad, and rarely contact with humans. If a
huam befriends an outcast angel, they have a
friend for life.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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   gooood...bad day..
2day (which is the 9th not the tenth, but i stayed up l8t, lol) started out great! good morning, good breakfest, good archory skills coming forth, good T' storm in the afternoon, hell even good day at work (last day-> august 1st! yay!) and my friend even called to say tht we might even go to the concert again! well...POOF! it died.! i called an itsy bitsy to l8t at my friends house (the concert one) and her mom answered and got M-A-D-D! so screw concert thing..got my hopes up to quick i guess.. well there r always other concerts. and if my friend is reading this I AM SO SRRY, if i got u in2 more trouble...god i feel stupid. i thought u had the phone. im srry sooooo much! plz forgive me :'(! oh i wrote a poem 2...but ill put tht up above this post! -ktz-
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Friday, July 9, 2004

theOtaku.com: What Shoujo Mascot Are You?
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