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Saturday, July 17, 2004


   This is for the 16th btw....the day tht i sorta let out some emotions..
well, today was odd. DRAMA *cough* holeh cow, whomever invented drama...can die...ne cheers 2 tht? lol

well i went in the pool got some sun (b4 the friggin clouds came) and got bit by some bugs...bloodeh demons. got out and went to work. made some tip money...had to wash tables ALL FRIGGIN NITE again. racists discrimnators...i swear. but this is when my emotions started to become...'uncontrollableish'.

lets just say, the trigger for it was one of my friends was gonna do something bad to try to be happy...i did not like this at all..:/ not at all. in fact, ...*embrassed* i started to cry...AT WORK at all places...but i held it in, cuz i hate crying, hell i hate showing emotion other than being cheerful infront of ne1. i got home and i wrote a poem(upper bove this ^^) well i avoiding the AIMs 2nite, which helped a lot! then it was as if i had no friends wht so ever, but we wont get in2 tht bc there was to much drama....tht mood past over quickly cuz i talked to my friend who was gonna do the bad thing and he decided not to take it,, friggin made me happy lemme tell ya! lol still didnt cry though, i swear i think im dried up (which is fine w/ me, but somtimes it sux..) but i have really good friends and to never 4get tht even if every1 is either sad/depressed/wanna kill somebody/etc. tht the number one rule in life is to watch out for ureself first. (/is not being selfish). true though. ahh w/e, lol. well i got over the confusing emotion thing tht nite. and my advice to all is this ~*Love is a strong word, if u get over somebody, u were never in love, but of course each relationship we r in, will always leave a scar or a dent on our hearts, but we can live through tht, a broken heart would kill u now wouldnt it, and r u not still breathing and walking w/ strength?*~ l8tz -ktz-


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